Totalitarians Don't Care About Your Health. Will They Force it on Us in America?

                                           Yeah sadly even Sesame Street pushed the vaxxes on little kids.  I am worried for the kids.

This morning I went on CSPAN, I was taking pills and was eating my egg sandwich. There was another pundit full of more propaganda sure to guarantee more fighting over Thanksgiving plans, pushing the clot shots, ignoring the multiple reports of adverse effects, and more. CSPAN isn't the same. Sometimes I can tell they are screening out any truly independent phone calls. I don't watch much news any more, but even CSPAN is going to be shut off for good. 

When is this nightmare going to end? The crap shots aren't ending it. Merck made a pill for Covid, but why are they still focusing on vaxxes and things that don't work? Are we going to have three years of life now destroyed?

I had the strange thought the other day, if the clot shots were safe, then they would have no problem convincing people. We would all get it and it would be no big deal. They wouldn't have to threaten and bully people.  If they worked, I could even as an unvaccinated person go visit with the vaccinated and they would be protected. I was not terrorized over getting a TB or polio shot. It was just natural business. I knew they worked and weren't full of experimental funny business. I didn't write screeds about impending death and destruction like I am about this mRNA garbage. There were no teens or athletes dropping dead of inflamed hearts. We could trust these products. 

There would not be a huge segment of the population horrified and scared. Since they are taking people's jobs away and trying to destroy their lives, I notice a HOLE here. Some may ask "What do you mean?"  That HOLE is, that they never even attempted to prove any safety or tried to convince anyone outside of repeating over and over, they are safe and effective. Everyone's concerns just got swept under the rug. Everyone has forgotten this much time in, that the Covid vaxxes are STILL CLASSIFIED AS EXPERIMENTAL. And they are forcing them anyway!  Even those Respectful Insolence "scientists" pushing the shots, just decided to call me "asshole" and to shut me down instead of providing any real arguments.  

If half your population is scared you are trying to kill them or sterilize them, and you have no responses of any substances to this....well then there's a problem. Maybe it's really happening. Confront someone and they can't come up with the goods? Well then you are being lied to.

I can't help but keep thinking about this. The fact that people are giving this garbage to kids who don't need it is making me want to throw up daily. I feel weak and like I am not doing enough, all I have been able to do is speak out online. I've kept peace with people but it's hard. With many I have now made my positions known, but it's kind of like those friendships and relationships, we are avoiding the topic to keep good will. 

I started crying the other day reading about Austria forcing the clot shot on it's people.  This is a clot shot that IS gene therapy, they deny this but it's true.  It needs multiple boosters and is still requiring those who take it to mask up and socially distance.

 It's not working but the leaders keep pushing it. Why?

 Why haven't people woken up? I believe my chances of the clot shot of outright killing me is 50 percent on shot day [anaphylaxis, I wheeze even just from autumn leaves rotting] and 75 to 100 within the week, from cellulitis or one of the several autoimmune diseases  worsening. Also add in family history of pericarditis, my own vasculitis bouts--I talked to my rheum about this--my death most likely would be a hideous one. Sorry, I've had enough medical trauma and don't want any more. 

One can read webwide the warnings from scientists. I have multitudes from scientists on my Twitter, warning of endless horrific deaths and life changing disabilities, and still the powers that be and their sold out pundits still push these clot shots. Nenad left but I still want to ask how her 4th or 5th booster is doing? What number are they on now? 4? I've lost track.

 It's obvious the crap doesn't even work, is doing real harm and isn't ending the pandemic [Covid is now endemic] and still they PUSH IT. They don't care about what it is doing to people. They don't care that many of us are now petrified of having it forced on us and being killed by it. I said to my husband, "How do you think it makes me feel, that these people basically want to KILL me?" I've already had a hard life. Now I want to be LEFT ALONE. I've worn the masks, I've stayed away from people except for 1-2 people I've visited in large rooms or outside wearing KN95, and I don't want your poison.

 They provided no answers to anyone's fears. They silenced people who had bad things happen. They don't pay your medical bills if you get sick from the clot shot, so as those people get smacked with bills from their kids or themselves getting myocarditis, they will be facing bankruptcy and economic devastation.  These people make me sick. 

I find myself asking some serious questions about those who support all this.

Why haven't they noticed that the pandemic is not easing up? That they still are pushing lock-downs. In my state a huge percentage have taken the vaxx. Why aren't any of these people asking why isn't it doing any good? What's wrong with these people?

How many boosters will be enough? 4? 5? 29? 30?

Why don't people ever look into anything? It's not that hard to find dissenting voices asking questions online. It's like some of these people don't even understand that information is out there. They've been brainwashed into thinking everything Fauci says is gospel. 

The news that they are now trying to force the clot shot on people in Europe should concern all of us. The Fourth Reich is marching and they want the clot shot that doesn't work no matter what in you. What if they do this in America? Some I talk to remain unconcerned say "Oh it never could happen here!" Our courts have stood against Biden's mandates for now, but it's not a far step away from taking people's jobs away over not taking it, to sending the military out to force vaccinate people.  The United States has some built in checks against tyranny, we have Republican politicians even in my local area standing against this stuff, but will they work? The Fifth Court of appeals have given us a "stay". I am glad they stepped up. There's still some people of integrity out there. 

 If you think the United States is messed up now, imagine the reaction if that were to happen. Some of the people who call themselves liberals are full blown Nazis when they say they support such things. 

Sometimes I worry to break America who has the second amendment unlike Europe, they are going to do worse to us like release a worse pandemic. Maybe small pox. When that monster Bill Gates went on about small pox, that got a lot of people worried. Why wouldn't it? Our lives have been destroyed by monsters who have too much power and they still have a lot of tools in the toolbox to torture us with.

I retweeted this. It basically sums up my life now. 

Some of us are fearing for our lives. Why wouldn't we? This is a bad mixture with my history of PTSD, knowing basically the system does not care and even wants to destroy me. Knowing that in all these places they don't care about medical exemptions. It's not just anxious me though, people ARE petrified. This isn't ending. Remember some of us believe both the virus is real AND the dangers of the jab.  Some have survived mentally closing down their minds and emotions but if anyone does any serious thinking and this applies to people who have already taken some of Covid vaxxes, they know something is wrong with this picture. I have told people we need the vaxxed to join us in standing up. Many regret taking it. Some did wake up finding out two vaxxes was "not enough". Some got "breakthrough" cases.

I have nightmares now about having to go on the run or living in the woods and freezing to death. We are low on money now making me even more nervous. The bills are paid but all costs have skyrocketed. What if mandatory day comes when I am low on cash to get out of Dodge? I just want to stay alive. I saved a little but it's vaporized. I need a solar panel I don't have money for yet. I was not able to prep like I wanted. Maybe the government stimuluses were to help lull us to sleep, as now, all economic helps has been removed since August.  I've only seen one visible eviction in my apartment building but maybe there's more hidden ones.  My husband thinks this would never happen in America but I am not so relaxed about it as he is. People in Europe are standing up and protesting at least. They don't show these protests in regular news.

I'm reading books on the Cultural Revolution and gulags now. May as well use them as a primer for the future. The left has lost it and has gone full "struggle session" with slogans and blind obedience taught. They can put a picture up of a clot shot instead of Mao all over buildings. Oops they already have. I'm reading about a guy now who hid a sawblade in his shoe, trying to saw his way out of a train on the way to a prison in Siberia. Too many people are ignorant as hell about how bad things got in many areas of the world. Tens of millions died under Stalin, in WWII and the Cultural Revolution under Mao. Why do they think they are immune today under the crushing juggernaut of history? 

 We are being lied to in so many ways. They care more about obtaining money and power, rather then anyone's health. My friend just died of cancer from Covid lock downs. My own medical care is at risk. You expect me to believe they care about my health? I didn't have the kind of life where I can be a fool and see all these leaders as paternalistic and think that they "care". 

My medical care is disappearing. I haven't seen my main doctor now in 5 months who I used to see monthly. I think he is still renewing my medication, but that's wrong to just disappear like this. I will have to contact them and ask "Where have you been?" I am even considering switching services but now there is such severe doctor shortages I will hold on to what I got, to keep the medications I am on flowing.  That means no Vit B shots for anemia, no blood tests, and more. I'm still seeing some specialists, but even with them, the appointments sometimes are hard to get. I have to do a kidney urine test this week, and hoping Thanksgiving doesn't mess it up. I delayed it because I had to get another tooth out, had a severe flare and was sick. The medical establishment is being destroyed by them firing everyone who doesn't want the clot shot. What is happening to people is criminal.

Let's look at some recent articles and links:

Home - No More Silence - Telling Our Stories

Abstract 10712: Mrna COVID Vaccines Dramatically Increase Endothelial Inflammatory Markers and ACS Risk as Measured by the PULS Cardiac Test: a Warning | Circulation (ahajournals.org)

“We conclude that the mRNA vac dramatically increase inflammation on the endothelium and T cell infiltration of cardiac muscle and may account for the observations of increased thrombosis, cardiomyopathy, & other vascular events following vac.”

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A Set of Arguments Against COVID Vaccine Mandates (zherbert.com)

All but two here were "fully vaccinated":

8 Dead, Dozens Infected With COVID-19 Due to Nursing Home Outbreak – NBC Connecticut

Already making excuses and providing cover for when the kids and babies get heart problems from the shots:
Jonathan Engler on Twitter: "Emergency narrative shift: https://t.co/WAbMu4nMud" / Twitter

Brighteon

WHY DO SO MANY STILL BUY INTO THE NARRATIVE? - YouTube

Babies born to Covid vaxxed mothers:

Investigation into spike in newborn baby deaths in Scotland - BBC News

The vestibular forums are nightmares when it comes to the clot shot. I have vestibular problems via Meniere's and still can have Meniere's flares where I am dizzy, dealing with vertigo and eyesight is affected. One reason I would never take the clotshot is it could take the rest of my hearing away--no more music, and destroy my life via increasing these problems. For those who support these mandates, you ignore real harm being done to individuals both mentally and physically:

Covid-19 Vaccine side effects – Patient: Dizziness – VeDA Forum (vestibular.org)

press secretary for israeli pm vaccinated people now dying and going to hospital (rumble.com)

The Incidence of Cancer, Triggered by the Covid 19 "Vaccine" - Global ResearchGlobal Research - Centre for Research on Globalization

Everyone I know who had cancer and got the shot, had the cancer worsen. 

Don't listen to the liars who claim myocarditis is "mild". 50 percent die in the first 5 years...

Viral Myocarditis - StatPearls - NCBI Bookshelf (nih.gov)

"Conspiracy" post, but it's a good question. Remember the studies I posted about graphene the other day?

Boom: Robert F. Kennedy, Jr.'s New Book Blows The Lid Off Of Anthony Fauci's Dark Past And Hidden Agenda (technocracy.news)

French health authority advises against Moderna COVID-19 vaccine for under 30s | Reuters

The damage these vaxxes do to so many bodily systems is crazy.

Thyroid as a target of adjuvant autoimmunity/inflammatory syndrome due to mRNA-based SARS-CoV2 vaccination: from Graves’ disease to silent thyroiditis | SpringerLink

The vaxxes are failing:

US COVID-19 deaths in 2021 surpass last year's toll (msn.com)

And the most important link on this list as people have this stuff given to their kids:

Covid-19: Researcher blows the whistle on data integrity issues in Pfizer’s vaccine trial | The BMJ

The Loss of a Friend

I lost one of my closest friends the other week.

She was in her mid 50s and died of stage 4 cancer. Covid did have something to do with her early death. There were many people who lost their medical care or weren't able to get scans in time. She lived in a very heavily locked down area where medical care was shut down. She fought for her life and spent months in rehab and chemo and sadly succumbed to her illness. 

She was a great person, she had a brilliant mind, lots of dreams, and died so young. I will miss her. We came together meeting each other on a ACON forum around 8 years ago. She had gone no contact with her own [adoptive] NM and we were a support for one another. She was there for me in those especially very hard early no contact years. She was there for me as other friendships ended as my eyes opened. Her mind was one of the greatest I've encountered. She loved history and we talked about it often, and shared books between each other and talked about them. She was also deaf/very hard of hearing like me and we shared two private boards on Facebook where we texted each other and posted articles to talk about, so in a strange way, I have a "recording" of our friendship going back years.  We "talked" at least every few days and spent hours in conversation. Losing her has been very hard.

It's hard to explain how it feels to lose another close friend.  I've lost so many. So many people I know have died so young too. I've been crying a lot. This world is growing to be a tougher place. It makes me sad her last years was spent in the isolation of Covid lock downs. She was like many ACONs, she had very distant ties in her case, one other [adoptive] sister states away who had gone no contact and an [adoptive] uncle who was supportive as well.  She was not married and had no children. I often worried about how alone she seemed to be. 

The worse worry was her battling cancer on her own. She did find help and I told her about PACE and she found a local PACE program to help her. One of my worse regrets is that I did not go to visit her. Maybe these are just excuses but I was afraid to travel during Covid. My husband was worried about me physically because even 100 mile trips are hard on me being driven by someone else in a car, how was I to go over a thousand? We had discussed meeting each other for some time but sadly it didn't happen. Both of us lacked the money and even when there was stimuluses from the government, medical bills vaporized that money on both our ends. Today though, I regret not going to visit her. Time is always short and it seems like everyone is always so far away.

She had gotten her masters and was seeking to get a doctorate, despite her very hard background, including time in homelessness. Life was not easy to her. She faced a lot of barriers in the world, including once even losing a job over a credit check, a job that would have made her financially stable. She stood up for herself and fought for justice there too, but it was not to be. She had dreams she wanted to fulfill, and I feel very sad she was not able to get the doctorate or professorship she dreamed of.  She was so driven but fighting so much. How does one describe a loss of a friend? They are irreplaceable. 

She wrote some articles for this blog including these:

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Graphene's a CoNsPiRaCy! Oh Really?

Check out the endless scientists and doctors I follow on my twitter who aren't sold out.

The first day I learned about the Covid vaxxes, I went to the pharm websites and saw the mention of nanoparticles and thought "Oh hell no!" That was the first thought I had. Remember, I was angry at people not wearing masks, still thinking public health served a certain role and that was the first thought I had. 

Beyond the Spirit/Source inside screaming "Don't do it", when I went to look things up. I was horrified. I didn't want a Moderna "Operating System". I didn't want a body full of nanoparticles that never had been put in human bodies before on such a wide scale.

You see, I'm a weird Aspie, I hung out reading science websites for years. While I was weak in some areas given my fundamentalism, medicine was not one of them. Even to get myself diagnosed I was reading rare diseases websites for years. I visited a university library in my state, where I saw the word Lipedema for the first time and wondered if I had it. This was in a special room for rare diseases. I have doctors consulting with a university hospital as to why my uric acids are so high. It looks like a decent doctor, there are some, is trying to to figure things out. 

My science knowledge isn't perfect but I think when it comes to medicine, it's a little higher than average lay people.   It doesn't take much to research and look up what they've been up to. People don't realize the depth that the mad scientists have gone to. Looking at some videos that a few years old is of some interest. Which is something I did the other day.

People tell the people warning that graphene may be in the clot-shots, that they are all nuts, but just take a look at these videos. See what they are talking about. These videos are a few years old. One thing I talk about when it comes to the scientists is none of them seem to have the wisdom to ask "Should We?".

The ethics committees must have all shut down long ago. People in modern American society seem to think doctors are 'gods", my own experience is that some get things wrong constantly. I've turned the doctors down who wanted to do experimental treatments on me or who have gotten things totally wrong. There was a doctor who wanted to do an invasive cardiac exploration on me, that would have put my life at risk in my 20s, and one who wanted to put me basically on "speed" to take weight off and ignored my heart and anxiety issues. 

 There's a few times where my life did hang in the balance because they weren't figuring stuff out.  I have my own medical books in here including medical school manuals because I have NEEDED them. The left before this Covid crap got rolling, got indoctrinated into this glorification of science. Remember the "science" parade during Trump's era. That's laughable now.

They see science as perfect. What we have going now is not real science but corporation lies masquerading as science where profit comes first. Have any of you ever wondered now that they have these supposedly magical mRNA solutions for Covid, why they never cured the common cold? How come for one condition I have, I'm stuck with a medication more then 40 years old? There's endless holes in science where profit motive has ruled the roost. If you think they care about people's health then you are hopelessly naive. If they cared about health, there would be a subsidized gym on every street corner, organic gardens and community centers full of social programs and sports in every town. 

To be frank too many of the scientists seemed to have lost touch with humanity especially as you review these videos, noticing how they ignore the fact the human immune system developed over millions of years, their lack of being able to see the forest for the trees, even has me thinking of the impending disasters they are going to wrought with their love of nano-bots and other garbage. One thing they have totally wrong, and I always saw this as a problem with some doctors is they definitely see the human body as a "machine", their linear thinking limits them. 

So if you are one of those people who think all the people who question the clot-shots and wonder if they have graphene in them and other things are just a bunch of crazy conspiracy, take a gander at what many of the scientists were working on before we even knew about Covid. Notice the sponsors listed in many of these videos too. 

Spanish Scientists Claim they find Graphene in Vaxxes

I don't know if the Covid vaxxes have graphene in them or not. I don't have the resources to know, or to examine a vial for myself. I read myself on the Pharm websites about the nanoparticulates. and knew I did not want to be an experiment. However knowing what the scientists have been researching and studying, puts this whole thing into a new perspective. Why are they so eager for everyone to have these shots even children who have little to no risk from Covid? Why are they risking millions being part of an "experiment"? Why are they censoring so many real scientists warning about the dangers? Think about it. 

Doctors and Scientists of Conscience Sign a Declaration Against Covid Vaxxes

This Sums Things Up

 

Our society grows more and more evil.

People are being fired from jobs for not wanting to risk their health and life over a crappy clot-shot. This alone is enough for me to deem Biden and the DNC evil forever. The "other side" sucks too, but this is a new level of evil.

One thought I had the other day, was if the shots were truly safe, they would have been able to "prove" it to the public, and all this censorship and lies wouldn't have been necessary.

We are basically having genocide enacted upon us. Some of us are facing personal losses. I remain in horror that people want to give the mRNA/J&J trash to their kids, when the kids don't even have danger from Covid. A society that sacrifices the young for the old is one that has lost the plot. All those "owned" news, many of us know we are being lied to. We see the personal evidence all around us. Don't try and tell me that there is a labor shortage because of people wanting higher pay, people are still desperate to pay their rent and bills, people don't want to die or get sick from the clot-shots. If I know people who have gotten ill from them and I am a relatively isolated person than many others have. 

I am standing up more. I know even this blog, and my twitter are a "risk" as the government grows more totalitarian. This is not a free country whatsoever.

This is horrific what is going to be done to the children. I never had children and for people to risk their lives and well-being this way makes me want to cry everyday.