No Justice or Truth After This Many Years

 

                                                    meme from Trent Steele on X. 

I'm talking about the Covid vaxxes of course. People still post on groups about all the people who are dying or died. Health problems seem to be snowballing. There are so many people with serious health problems around me. There's a little less censorship, so one can see multiple boards of the deaths from the vaxxes being discussed on some Facebook groups. There are multiple regretters now on many "anti-vaxx" boards who talk about how their health got permanently ruined. There's people who talk about their entire families being wiped out, with 4-5 members dying of heart attacks, strokes, etc in the last few years. That said, some circles [at least half the liberals?] are still entrenched and there's many employers STILL requiring employees to take that poison. 

 I have several friends who post, "I got my Covid vaxx", or "I got my booster", it's not like 2021, but it still pops up on occasion and as recently as last month.  I lost another friend recently, this was an online friend. They struggled with physical and mental health problems but they believed in the vaxxes and were boosting.  I don't know all the ins and outs, but I wonder what affect this had on them?  They were a close enough online friend they knew my views. I will miss them, we could talk about religion and many topics. Their loss was shocking to me.

 The number of deaths is piling up, its getting scary. Some people on "antivaxx" boards have said things on the medical front are getting far worse. They talk about turbo cancers, heart attacks, blood clots. People do not have the same health mental or physical that they had before. I'm watching people die that I thought with all my problems I had no chance of outliving them.  There are going to be decades of ramifications from what was done to us.  I'm not even touching the more complex epigenetics or fertility impacts from the poison. There is a dazed look to people now from so many people dying. I knew as I got older, more people would die, I lost several older friends in the 2010s, because I befriended people 20-40 years older than me.  This is something different though.

Years ago, I and a close friend discussed these issues, we both had the theory, they never are going to let the truth out. I mulled over possible rug pulls as theorized by some medical freedom notables, but we aren't seeing that are we? We are seeing endless lies, double-talk, 70 million dollar deals with Pfizer and the mRNA still be pushed everywhere we look. They've pushed most things under the rug, but the left as I wrote about keeps pushing the whole lie, One thing I do fear, is when the pendulum swings to the left is they will regroup the efforts to force this crap on everyone. I wrote in my journal, "What's to keep them from doing this again?" and using Digital ID to make the repercussions for refusal even more oppressive. Some states are better than others. If someone tried to tell me a Covid vaxx was required, I would call them stupid to their face now and ask them if they knew how to read.  I fear this though because there is still a strong contingent living in denial who STILL support the poison. They are blind to the death and destruction around us. They are so brainwashed I am awe struck. Maybe the bible refers to this as the delusion of the last days.

One thing I am noticing is videos about how many Americans are checking out. I distanced myself IRL to survive, you think I go around talking about this stuff to average people?  Everyone here knows I watch and have shown many of the economic videos, that talk about how people are disappearing beneath the waves. Many people repeat they are checking out, disassociated, and don't care anymore. Many people are reporting they have nothing to look forward to. Depression has skyrocketed. The therapists aren't going to pay your bills. The economic stuff adds another layer to this. How much of this is due to living in a society that ignores what is right in front of their faces?

Lack of truth or justice in a society chip away at its moorings. This is more than economic pressure; these are the signs of traumatized people. Remember when I wrote about Covid being a macrocosm of living in a narcissistic family? Think about that, the cruel and mean at the top, aren't going to tell you the truth. Don't wait for them to. Covid uprooted feelings of basic safety for millions and now that the crimes haven't been exposed or dealt with, it's never coming back. Fauci never saw a prison cell. 

Some of us dreamed of the day, that one day the truth would come out. Some of us guessed sadly right, they would suppress the truth. Psychopaths are never going to admit wrongdoing. Democide is not admitted ever by those who participate in it. Many people even if they won't admit it, know they are being lied to. People are feeling this odd feeling that everything is thrown asunder and its only going to get worse. This is related to the lack of truth and justice. Don't you think it has taken a toll on some of us watching friends poison themselves for years and watching so many people die? We can't trust major institutions now, many of us have been in shock at the endless lies. I'm checked out myself somewhat. There's a numbness to it all. Some have told me, "Move on, Covid is over". I have retorted, "Many of its outcomes and facets are not over!"  The latest garbage is about the "super-flu" in the news. Sheesh Just shut the hell up!, we are sick of it! Fear and trauma make people sick and depressed by the way. One thing in staying alive, there's some mental fortitude that helps keep you going, and the constant focus on sickness just harms people.  I relate to all the people in this video talking about how things used to be different.

I haven't watched network news in more than 2 years. It's too manipulative. I do follow a "check out of this system" ethos. This did improve my life. Their constant scaremongering tactics are better off ignored. Do you think I believe in this system? Well if you have read this blog long enough, you know the answer to that. See the woman talk about being awake on the video--yeah I know what she's talking about. We know we have to somehow exist in a world that is a sea of lies. We learned to listen to our guts, intuition and God long ago to survive. Some of us escape into spirituality, prayer, and Jesus Christ. I escape into art and have my husband and friends too. The world is insane. One can remain dedicated to truth, even if no one or very few around you care about it anymore. Stand on the truth even in a stupid world that gave up on caring about it. If we still have historians one day, they will see this as one of the craziest times in history.