The Life and Times of a 500 Pound Woman.
Absolutely true. And simple enough that a caveman could understand it, but try telling it to a malignant narc mind controlled foot soldier who still believes the 9-11 official lie that it was masterminded by Osama Bin Laden. Be prepared to get scolded, ridiculed and insulted no matter how humbly or thoughtfully you attempt to present them with the facts. Telling them the truth is considered an assault on their person like pouring water on the wicked witch. Watch the malignant narc Queen throw a fit of rage and then stand their and crumble like a baby because I'm so "mean" to her (for trying to tell her the truth). This was years ago back in 2008 but that is when I realized something was WAY more wrong than I originally thought and began to stay away as much as possible. That's when my brother who started hating me when he was 18, and had nothing to do with me, began coming around a lot and getting my daughter to stay with his daughter (dropping them both off at the Queen's without telling me). Stupid me, I actually thought he wanted to have a relationship with his big sis, but no, Mommy Narc was spying on me via triangulation AND charming and manipulating my daughter behind my back to turn her against me. I witnessed much of the light go out of her eyes and noticed her change of sweet attitude toward me to one of contempt before I finally figured out their game. I wish I had figured it out sooner, but thank Jesus, my daughter is starting to be affectionate toward me again slowly after one year of no contact with these brute beasts. Maybe I caught it in the nick of time before her witchcraft spell was complete. I think what they did to her was more painful than what they did to me personally.
Sad to say most out there are 9-11 brainwashed foot soldiers. I even tried to show people this booklet outlining the lies like building 7 and other basic questions, and well, the majority didn't want to hear it. One actually returned it to me saying "I don't want to know this". It is chosen spiritual blindness at a certain point affecting this. Not that I think someone needs to know every conspiracy to be right with God, but there is something wrong with people who simply do "not want to know".I have been maligned, hated and mocked for my beliefs, well when I even let some of them be known out there. We live in political correctness thought control land. It's odd I can find like-thinkers online but I never have met one in the regular world. People get angry. Sometimes it gets scary because even just trying to cover "light" issues, it is hard. I am on disability it's not like I'm living in a commune or a bunker but even the very basics, they do not want to hear it. This is one way the USA changed in a very severely bad way, shutting down the thinking. It's like the whole society is in a fog. I guess since the narcissists and sociopaths are in charge the whole society has entered into FOG land. Yes they will cry to others when you tell them the truth. Fake tears whatever they got. They will never respond or even try to meet us half way, but use anything they can to get fake sympathy and to dirty our names.I am so sorry your brother tricked you that way. I see the constant machinations especially with the young. They will be fake-nice to prevent alliances between SGs and even play all sorts of games. Sadly they all bow to the Queen. My brother even though I have contact with him, I know he has always put my mother way in front of me. I am glad he has survived but I am LC and careful because of this. When it comes to someone's own child, that is the worse. Surely you thought why did they even have to mess with your own child? I have cousins and others who loved me when I was young who now view me with contempt because of the same process. Even people I have not seen in years but had phone contact she managed to do the same thing. So sorry this happened to your daughter. Warn your daughter about narcissism as soon as she is old enough to understand. I am glad some affection is returning and you got her out before they could claim her body and soul. When I hear about people having their children "stolen" by these people I think it is one of the worse things to happen. I am glad you got her away from them. In my case I believe it is my mother's fault I never could have children. If I had gotten the medical help I needed as I have said, things would have gone far better for me.
God said in Hosea 4:3 that He will reject those who reject knowledge so I think He views willful ignorance differently than just plain ignorance. And most of what the media prostitutes parrot as "conspiracy" is in actuality, the truth being slandered and categorized in a "don't go there" place in mind controlled people's minds. Yes you are right, society is definitely in a media induced fog and they don't want to hear even the smallest truths, only what I call "robo speak" like the weather or something said on Fox or CNN or what a good hamburger they make down at the local Tasty Freeze, yada yada. If you mention anything of truth and substance you can almost see their skin begin to crawl. I will try to explain narcissism to her some day but right now I have to be careful not to mention my family it's still a sore spot because she misses her little narc in the making cousin who reminded me of the little girl in the Bad Seed. I'm sorry about what your mother did that may have caused you not to be able to have kids. I just have the one daughter, other than a son I gave up for adoption when I was 18. And that's another story for another day. A very bizarre one. I'll just say one thing about that: narcissism/psychopathy definitely runs on my mother's side of the family.
Yes I agree God understands plain ignorance--no human being can know every single thing and our limitations and the willful ignorance of shut down minds, who are shut down usually to all sorts of truths. I agree "conspiracy" is used as a "shut your brain" off word. How is conspiracy a theory when history allows shows endless plotting and planning? They even have admitted societal lies and conspiracies that came to light in mainstream news. It is a way they definitely have controlled the populace and sought to shut down anyone with one independent thought. We are in the Orwell "thought crime" days not for the future, but for TODAY.I can tell when I have committed a "thought crime" and many get angry. This whole blog is a "thought crime" when it comes to obesity and yes mentioning anything of truth or substance today or even questioning to explore and learn brings anger from the pods. Yes I know you have to take things easy and explain narcissism as soon as you can. I have to tred carefully with the niece I have so little contact with too. You don't want her reacting too out of missing the cousin. Thanks regarding my health and no kids. I was told by doctors not to risk it even with the infertility and was on a drug for 15 years that causes severe birth defects. Have you considered looking for your son or going to adoption finding places? I saw those while exploring my would-be adoption. Yes tell me that story perhaps another day. Yes narcissism and the psychopathy from what I can tell if there is one narcissist there is more of them in the mix. I should google and see what it is said about the genetics of all this. Having to give up a child for adoption must have been very hard.
My "son" found me in 2012 at the age of 30. He found out my name from his adoptive parents and looked me up on one of those paid people finder things and showed up at my mailbox one day. I just happened to be looking out the door and saw a man in black SUV standing by my mailbox taking pictures of my house. He got in his vehicle and left and I walked to the mailbox and found an envelope with a typed message and my maiden name on it. This is a hard story for me to tell Peep but he is the reason I found out that my family, my mother in particular is a malignant narc. He turned out to be a malignant narc or sociopath. I made the DIRE mistake of emailing him (he left his email in the very "sweet" message saying that he "always loved me and had no hard feelings about me giving him up, etc" and said for me to email him if I wanted to. BIG MISTAKE!!! After about the first couple of exchanges he began to tell me he "loved me" after each email, got my cell phone number and began texting me non stop and love bombing me. Of course, me, being STARVED for love from family, I fell for it, hook, line and sinker and next thing you know, me and him are texting one another non stop all day to the point of him telling me "Good nite, I love you" every nite It got to the,point that my poor husband felt threatened. All kinds of red flags popped up along the way such as him calling me his "beautiful princess", sending me YouTube songs that were "romantic", telling me he would be my "best friend" if lived close by (thank God he didn't), and when I got uncomfortable with his too familiar behaviour he would get angry and say I should "trust him" because he was my "son" (who I gave up at birth and never knew!!) He demanded blind trust, MAJOR RED FLAG but I never had that happen before and of course I was already primed for this junk by my narc familyThis went on and on and he came to visit about 4 times and each time he would act very excited to see me via text/email and when he got here he would ignore me and give all his attention to my daugther (his half sister) and he began to insult me in bizarre ways texting, once calling me an "old c#nt" (sorry for the vulgarity" then saying "I was just kiddin" and doing all kinds of things to hurt my feelings in subtle ways and to try and provoke me emotionally. ......continued
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Wow so your son found you....I am so sorry he turned out to be a narc and sociopath too. Expressions of love sound good, but then it does sound like he was way overdoing it. It almost sounds like he was courting you rather then being a son and the insults and crossing of boundaries is horrendous. :( This had to be very painful for you and extremely disappointing. I do think there are genetic factors to narcissism, though I think at a certain point they make a choice to be evil or not. Maybe I was spared something not having children. What if one had the personality of my mother or sister? I know the nature vs. nuture thing is a big debate. It's terrible he was so manipulative and wrote insults like that. continuing...
putting post in for Free Spirit................Posting for FreeSpirit:He came to visit about 4 times and each time he would act very excited to see me via text/email and when he got here he would ignore me and give all his attention to my daugther (his half sister) and he began to insult me in bizarre ways texting, once calling me an "old c#nt" (sorry for the vulgarity" then saying "I was just kiddin" and doing all kinds of things to hurt my feelings in subtle ways and to try and provoke me emotionally. It was horrible. He tried to seduce me sexually and he insulted my husband behind his back and caused a huge rift in my marriage, having me and my husband in a knock down drag out fight on his second 'visit". He just stood back and watched and kind of slinked off. Hind sight I could tell he was feeding off the turmoil he caused. He also tried to turn my daughter against me the same way my mother did later. He completely drained my of energy in the 6 months time this went on until I read about psychopaths (not knowing about narcs yet) but how they idolize, devalue and discard and this was the exact process he put me through. It was absolutely horrific and I SO DESPERATELY NEEDED A MOTHER after this nightmare and when I reached out to her for comfort I got another cold steel knife of complete indifference through my already broken heart and that's when I knew for sure that she was not human and not my mother (spiritually) and soon after I broke contact after another knife wound thru the heart from her Golden child my brother. I realized then that he was not my "brother" as my brother Smakintosh put it in his awesome video . There is lot more to the story and I crossed some of my own boundaries which is what they are out for but I confessed it to my husband and to God and it broke the hold of the demonic spirits he brought upon us. He even texted me once in a "playful" way and in Scottish dialect (he texted me a lot in foreign languages for fun) that "Diablo wants you" (the devil wants you). I texted him back: Yes I know that's why he sent you to me". And even tho we were "kidding' around I knew it was true. I finally told him after he nearly tore my marriage apart that I knew what he was and I wanted no further contact with him He just said "so you never really loved me, you lied". And that was the last I heard but he tore out my heart and nearly sucked my spirit out of me I was so weak and fatigued for nearly a year and took another year to recover mentally and get that feeling of darkness and gloom off me (with no help from my "mother"). I went no contact with my family about a year and half after that devil knocked on my door. God woke me up through him, because if not for him, I would not have figured out my evil mother in time and she would've destroyed my daughter and eventually me. So God did use what was intended for evil for my own good but it left a huge and deep scar in my heart
It is weird how he came to visit you making all those expressions of love and then ignoring you and only talking to your daughter. He is a total perv to try and seduce his mother sexually, yes he has serious serious problems and is completely evil. He may have never meant to have an affair with you but just to mess with your mind. They do love bombing first and then discard and devalue. My experience with narcs and sociopaths is they always contradict things they said at the beginning. Yes after this horrific experience you would try and go to someone you thought was a mother to you. This probably was a wake up call, as she was coldly indifferent to you. I had my wake up call realizing mine would not care if I lived or died, and she didn't care if her own sister did either. [even the sickening comments about my brother if that was her, tells me she doesn't give a crap about him either reallly. ] These people are not human in the most meaningful way and will hurt someone more when they are more vulnerable. So sorry you had so many putting you through all this pain, it breaks my heart for you. Yes the GCs will pair with the narc mothers. My sister is the exact same. Thank God you were able to make things right with your husband and break the demonic holds. The playing with languages stuff is kind of weird, but shows more of his emotional state. Weird to write that to one's own mother, the devil wants you. Sounds like he was already onto the dark side and knowingly in the occult or something. Maybe casting spells in other languages for his idea of fun. I am glad you got him out of your life. The pain of a child turning out that way had to be so horrible. Did you find out what kind of upbringing he had with the adoptive family during all this? I am glad it helped to open your eyes about your mother and you were able to get your daughter away from her. Yes God used that evil for good. Did your "son" keep contact with other members of your family like your mother? So sorry you went through this Free Spirit. I am praying. People dream of being reunited with their adopted out child and others, and never would imagine such a horrendous and scary experience. We think of the people we want out there, and they do not match what many members of our "families" really are. Many narcs are exposed to us too when we have gone through hardship and all we get is total coldness. That had to be devestating. Shaking my head and feeling very badly for you...
Thankyou Peep for your understanding. You are the only person Ive confided this story with in such depth. I told my neighbor who is also a friend parts of it but she cannot comprehend psychopathy or narcissism other than the over the top stuff you see on TV like Ted Bundy, Charles Manson etc. Thankyou for understanding it means so much to me and I'm very sorry about your mother not caring about you but narcs don't really care about anyone but themselves. The people she seems to "love" like your sister, are nothing but useful pawns who walk behind the head narc in lock step. My "son" (I shudder to call it that), was adopted my an upper middle class to lower wealthy class family. His adoptive dads brother is a very wealthy business owner in the same area. He lives one state over from me and 4 hours away. He graduated from a prestigious college with a business accounting degree and had a good job making good money, well dressed, preppy looking but he had that "Damien" from the Omen movie aura about him. Very tall and slim with dark shark eyes. He played me like a fiddle for a while, I'll admit. I made the mistake of taking him to meet my parents. I really wish I hadn't because if he ever finds out I cut contact I'm sure he will collaborate with queen narc against me, if they haven't hooked up already. But I only took him there once and he seems weirdly shy at first until he has time to study and size up a potential target and he didn't have time to figure them out. I didn't know my mother was a narc so I didn't tell him, just told him we were not that close. Yes it was the most awful thing I've ever gone thru. I actually thought at first that it was a blessing from God sending me another family member who truly loved me because I knew deep inside my family did not love me. Thank you for listening Peep. : )
On the much debated subject of what causes narcissism, nature or nurture, I think it may be both. Psalm 58 has a verse that says the wicked are "estranged from the womb, speaking lies as soon as they be born". And then there are the ones like my brother who seemed to love me for a while as a younger sibling would love a big sis or brother but was brainwashed against me and turned into a Golden Child (future head narc). And then there are these types of scenarios that I think damages the amygdala and causes it not to grow normally which is proven in psychopaths: Go to YouTube and put in LURLEEN video. This is very shocking and just happened in June of this year. It was on Facebook but they took it down due to public outcry (public ostriches wanting to stick their heads back in the sand and go back to pretend world). But a victims advocates of abuse group got it and put it on YouTube to show the type of abuse being done to those who cannot speak for themselves. Also put in "Baby Yoga" and see what these monsters are doing and stupid imbecilic parents are paying these nuts to do it to their own child! No wonder there are so many soul-less people walking amongst us