I wanted to be "rational" and give up on conspiracy theories. I did learn many were lies, and propaganda used to steer the population. There's a lot of phony bull crap out there.
Qanon definitely was put to use to put us where we are today. What am I to think when things are happening that I warned about 20-10 years ago during my most hardcore bible prophecy and conspiracy days? I wrote on my religion blog, that the powers that be could use a worldwide plague to crack down and take control. Hmmmm, I wrote that in 2014. Even the Fema camps don't seem to be an impossibility now.
It's obvious that monied interests are now ruling the planet. It's weird how the left now bows at the feet of the uber-wealthy just like they got the right to do so via billionaire Trump. Have you notice how people always get to the same place? During Occupy days, one wasn't a "CoNsPiRaCy tHeOrIst" for questioning the powers that be.
People at least used to question corporations. The pharmaceutical companies do make some medicines that work, but whose holding them accountable anymore? I read the horror stories online about everyone getting sick from the Covid vaxx, and no one cares about those folks. I've seen them get banned and censored too.
Remember in my case, I believe the virus is "real" and the people who actually had it got glass lungs and a need for oxygen. The PCR tests labeled a bunch of regular colds and flus as being Covid. It's like being an anti-Nazi during the Nazi era, I'm scared to be "found out", they may all put the "unvaxxed" in camps one day. I already lost two friends writing what I have on this blog. They never tried to talk to me. I was just cut off. People don't see how the division in America has been used to have them march onward with no critical thinking.
Outside of my marriage I am living in complete isolation. There's no fun or joy left anymore at least where I live. I and my husband do have fun together but imagine a life with no other people in it. People are so depressed when I do go out, it comes through even in the grocery store. I wish they'd get pissed instead and start asking questions and making demands.
There are groups already banning people for refusing to sign up for the vaxx. I have taken refuge in art and movies, but this is time, I could ill afford to lose. Now they are saying there is a "Delta" variant the Covid vaxx doesn't even work on. What next the Gamma variant? The vaxxed here by the way did not return to normal life, all events have been held outdoors in the heat, they still space themselves out on chairs. It is like the war on drugs and the war on terror, designed to have no end. Once the lock downs began, I believe they never planned to end them. Some places like Florida and Texas people are living more normal. That's not where I live.
No one seems to be thinking ahead on the long term, as to how society is being massively changed. I remember when Covid first broke out, I was asking those questions already in this article:
The Social Engineering of Covid19
It turned out far worse than I could have dreamed back then.