"Trust the Experts"~! I don't think so! A Horrible Meme

One of the many Covid disciples on my Facebook posted this. I almost wrote a response and thought let it go, they are indoctrinated, you are wasting your time. My husband advised me to lay low for safety's sake. Even my limited history minor, tells me that people who think like this helped the worse atrocities happen. 

So I decided to write about it here instead. What kind of people trust the "experts"? There is class divide between the obedient affluent types and lower income people being more questioning about what is going on. For all the virtue signaling with BLM,  many African Americans don't trust the government and their experiments and neo-liberals don't care to listen to their warnings.

One guy on a message board pointed out to me, that George Orwell wrote in 1984, it was "the proles" who were the last hope in ending tyranny.  The working class and lower via our own experiences, know the system does not care about us and does not have our best interests at heart. We have already been victims of it. Do you think the Covid v, is the first time anyone has wanted to experiment on me? This one quack wanted to put me on speed and a drug that was a black box drug later taken off the market, I refused. 

So what kind of person "trusts" the experts? Someone with privilege who never has dealt with a crooked auto mechanic, going without or having a doctor "get it wrong" during the course of their life? They have money to fix their problems and they get them fixed. Money smooths many avenues. 

 As people here know and I wrote about this, an entire team of doctors in 1990 at an Advanced Center for Medicine, got everything wrong, fat bigotry blinded them and yes I could have lost my life in 4 Lipedema related bouts of sepsis and other conditions. Why would I trust the experts? If I did, I would be dead at least 4-5 times already. Should a woman who had misdiagnosis impact her life for over 30 years, trust the experts blindly?

These types say be a good citizen, keep your mouth shut and do what you are told. Everyone from abusive families know how that goes. Is China's social credit system already applicable in the USA now where the good citizens who trust the experts, are to receive more benefits in life?

The proper "middle class" and above are the people in Germany who ignored the dangers of Hitler and those funny smells coming out of the smokestacks on the edge of town. Those are the people who never questioned authority. Medical experimentation in Nuremburg supposedly was outlawed. If the "v" was a traditional v that worked and didn't threaten clots, brain thrombi, and other endless side effects, do you think I'd have a problem with it? All the good vaccines took 5-10 years to finish. They didn't shut down and destroy society for polio and it definitely had bad effects, didn't it? Is that because it affected kids and not a bunch of selfish rich old farts who want to burn down the world as they exit this mortal coil?

I'm creeped out by the people who "don't want to question the experts". Dr Mengele in session and they'd be clicking their boots quick. None of them give a damn that if I signed up, it's 50/50 percent death day from the risk of anaphylaxis alone. There's nothing in common with me when it comes to people who don't question the status quo. Hiding my inner feelings of utter disgust is getting harder and harder. I want to live in peace with people but trust me I am noticing who would call the v police to drag me to the Fema camp first. 

 These are the type of people who line up for the v, see some guy fall to the ground in convulsions and still don't step out of line. Obedience is their great virtue and social status their leading light. Some ask how did the Germans and multitude of others turn their backs on goodness and truth and descend to such evil? It's easy to see. Trust the experts indeed.

Notice here the use of the epitaph--"average citizen"--which basically equates to, "Don't think too much loser." In the Hunger Games society, status is all that counts, and status is attained via conformity and submission. Notice too, the line "discredited doctors", who ever wrote this garbage ignored the contradiction there where they cherry pick the "experts" according to those who are system submissive.

 This is how they wiped away the warning voices of scientists and doctors like Hoffe and Yeadon. If you want to see the utter destruction of science, here you go, where no dissent is allowed, and science dies. The "corporate" controlled owned pseudo science, will not lead to any progress but only regression. Their main motive was profit. Were there any studies about the vaccines that weren't run by the pharmaceuticals themselves? Think about that one.  Many warned variants or health problems from the vs themselves and a new lock-down would come this fall. 

Some years ago, I posted an article by someone who talked about the decline in higher ed. They talked about how academia had become a corporate funded echo chamber of those who were born to rich families, being passed along with certificates and diplomas and via their connections. This was not due to creative or actual critical thinking or achievement. It worried me years ago, how in academia certain voices were ignored and vilified. We see this in the "liberal" world today, where to dissent is to become a non-person and labeled with every insult in the book. When a society shuts down freedom of speech and enters the arena of "cancel culture", basically shutting up anyone they don't like, something has been lost. What has this done to the professional world? Are we seeing the results today?

Are there scientists and doctors who are decent and want to help people, sure, but look what is happening out there.  Also know that many who have tried to warn about the vs, have lost their jobs or their positions or faced other censure. Regular Doctor Joes, are probably being scared for their jobs if they open their mouths too much. You wonder why there are so many nurses who don't want the v who got fired from hospitals? They have seen it's effects. 

I depend on experts all the time. There's a guy or gal keeping the electric power running here, I have no idea how to do it. My medical problems have moved into complexity beyond some of my knowledge, I never heard of red blood cells getting too small, and couldn't even tell you what too much calcium in the blood means though I know a few causes of it. The best doctors educate me and tell me what is going on and we work then together. Some may be shocked at this but I am "patient compliant" and take all my meds and never miss a treatment. because I want to stay alive.

I have depended on doctors before to "know" things. They knew of drugs I didn't know about several times. They had other suggestions. I can't fix an alternator on a car, or install a HVAC system, or do brain surgery. That said.....

What am I to think of these people who never question authority? Has their privilege and lives by the script blinded them to the tragedies and horrors of history? They expect everything to "work out". Even if the vs were totally safe, why don't they care about how all our lives are impacted, or how the social engineering has affected lives. The eviction moratoriums end very soon if not this week, and unemployment ends in September for most states. How do you think that's going to work out when the 6 million or so are faced with evictions?

All we have to do is look around, to know the experts have totally screwed up. They have pressed on the gas pedal at high speed to send the world over the cliff. Have the epidemiologists done a good job? What's the last almost two years looked like? What if the experts have gone mad, like the ones who want to give children who have little to no risk from Covid a v that will give them things like heart inflammation and life long health problems?

The smartest people admit they do not know everything and there is much to learn but when one knows of the profit motive in many areas of life, and other corruptions that have entered in, it gives a different picture.  Real science allows dissent, and testing of ideas. This isn't science running the show but something else. People like me, do ask, "What if we are wrong?" all the time. I and husband got into a discussion, "What if we are wrong?"  We are open to examining all new information. By the way, I hope I am wrong about the worse expectations when it comes to the vs.

I believe in examining the "other side" on every issue and with this one, there's far too many lies, and too much gaslighting. As Judge Judy used to say, "Don't pee on my leg and tell me it's raining!"

Don't trust anyone who tells you to trust the experts. They already shut their brain off long ago! Listen to experts, but don't shut your brain off. Some experts are decent and have real warnings. Some experts, well if they contradict themselves or make no sense or appear to be compromised, take another look. Society is going to a very scary place, when people are basically being told too much thinking and questioning are bad things. 

Covinfo Data Dump: Study and Research For Yourself.

I got this list off a message board......so I did not put it together, but it's worthwhile to read and study these links to think about what is going on.

Covinfo Data Dump:-

The following is a collection of useful/interesting data on the the Covid19 vaccines and potential alternative treatments:

Academic Articles:

Research results of past vaccines for sars-cov1 that used the spike protein:-

Journal article from 2004 on autoimmune disorders from Sars-cov1 vaccine that also focused on the spike protein: https://www.cidrap.umn.edu/news-perspective/2004/12/sars-vaccine-linked-liver-damage-ferret-study

Journal article from 2005 on autoimmune disorders from Sars-cov1 vaccine that also focused on the spike protein: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/15755610/

Journal article from 2012 on autoimmune disorders from Sars-cov1 vaccine that also focused on the spike protein: https://journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0035421

Journal article from 2020 on autoimmune disorders from Sars-cov vaccine (can't figure out if they're talking about cov1 or 2): https://jvi.asm.org/content/78/22/12672.abstract

Journal article from 2020 explains why immune disorders happen with covid vax, because human and Covid19 proteins are similar: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2589909020300186

Antibody Dependent Enhancement:-

Journal article from 2005 shows evidence that sars-cov1 vaccine, that also focused on the spike protein, caused ADE when subjects were challenged with different strain: https://www.nature.com/articles/news050110-3#ref-CR1

Article explaining how ADE works in Sar-cov1: https://www.nature.com/articles/s41586-020-2538-8

Article explaining the potential for ADE in Covid19: https://www.nature.com/articles/s41586-020-2538-8

Another article that speculates on the potential for ADE in Covid19: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/32920233/

Article from 2021 explains that there is evidence that covid19 is able to kill macrophages by using antibody dependent mechanisms: https://www.biorxiv.org/content/10.1101/2021.02.22.432407v1

Studies about the spike protein:-

How the virus uses the spike protein to enter human cells: https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-021-02039-y

Article on how the Covid19 spike protein crosses the blood-brain barrier: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S096999612030406X?via%3Dihub

Japanese article on how the Pfizer vax is associated with brain hemorrhaging (lending credence to the hypothesis that the spike proteins are crossing the blood brain barrier in some people): https://joppp.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s40545-021-00326-7

Article on how AstraZeneca is associated with blood clots in the brain (lending more credence to the hypothesis that the spike proteins are crossing the blood brain barrier in some people): https://www.nejm.org/doi/full/10.1056/NEJMoa2104840

Article with evidence that spike proteins do end up circulating in the blood, when they're not supposed to, they're supposed to be anchored on the cell membranes: https://academic.oup.com/cid/advance-article/doi/10.1093/cid/ciab465/6279075

More evidence that spike proteins do not stay on the cell membranes but end up circulating in the blood. This study aims to explain the blood clots caused by the J&J and AstraZeneca adenovector vaccines, they claim that the DNA isn't properly spliced and the spike protiens end up in the blood causing thrombosis when the spikes attach to the ACE2 receptors of the endothelial cells: https://www.researchsquare.com/article/rs-558954/v1

Article on how the spike protein can cause neurodegeneration: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0006291X2100499X?via%3Dihub

Journal article with evidence that the spike protein by itself can damage cells by binding to ACE2, causing the cells mitochondria to lose their shape and break apart: https://www.ahajournals.org/doi/10.1161/CIRCRESAHA.121.318902

Article on how the spike protein in vaccines can cause cell damage: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7827936/

Biodistribution data:-

Pfizer animal testing document that was obtained by Dr. Byram Bridle through a FOI request to the Japanese government which shows the biodistribution of the lipid-nano particles throughout the bodies and organs of the test subjects. This is evidence that the lipid nanoparticles do not stay in the injecton site, but instead travel all throughout the body (go to pg 16/23 for the charts showing biodistribution over the course of 48hrs): https://files.catbox.moe/0vwcmj.pdf

Addendum to the above link. This blog post provides easy to understand information (with pictures) on the make-up of the lipid nanoparticles used in the Covid19 vaccines. It shows that the pharmaceutical companies could have designed them to have targeting ligands on the outside, so that the nanoparticles would only transfect the muscle cells. But instead the vax was designed with PEG polymers on the outside, so that the immune system will not be able to pick them up and put them in the trash. The PEG is what Byram Bridle says is the reason the vaccine travels throughout the body and since it does not have targeting ligands, it can transfect any type of cell: https://www.cas.org/resource/blog/understanding-nanotechnology-covid-19-vaccines

Vaccine Enhanced Immune Escape:-

Evidence of cov2 immune escape: https://science.sciencemag.org/content/early/2021/06/30/science.abi7994

Article from 2015 that explains how imperfect vaccination (like the Pfizer and moderna that require at least two shots to be effective) can create immune escape variants: https://journals.plos.org/plosbiology/article?id=10.1371/journal.pbio.1002198

Article from 2021 explains that unless vaccination is done quickly, there will be a high probability of escape mutants: https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-021-95025-3

Studies on covid recovered:-

No benefit from vaccination of previously infected individuals: https://www.medrxiv.org/content/10.1101/2021.06.01.21258176v2

Covid19 infection produces long lasting immunity: https://www.nature.com/articles/s41586-021-03647-4

Second article that covid19 infection produces life long immunity: https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-021-01442-9

More evidence that covid19 infection produces long term immunity: https://www.medrxiv.org/content/10.1101/2021.04.19.21255739v1

Vaccine efficacy:-

Article explains how vaccine manufacturers have used relative risk reduction to determine that vaccine efficacy is ~90+%, however they should have used absolute risk reduction which would tell us that the vaccines will only reduce total covid cases by ~1%: https://www.thelancet.com/journals/lanmic/article/PIIS2666-5247(21)00069-0/fulltext

Article from 2005 explains that antibodies to the S-protein and the M-protein are effective in neutralizing the sars-cov1 virus. However, the sars-cov2 vaccines only target the S-protein. This evidence that the vaccine manufacturers could have chosen to make a superior mrna vax that produced two types of antibodies, but chose to focus narrowly on just the S-protein: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/16544518/

Antibodies from vaccines start to drop within 6 months, get ready for endless boosters: https://www.nature.com/articles/s41586-021-03777-9

Ivermectin:-

Meta-analysis on the efficacy of Ivermectin in treating Covid19: https://journals.lww.com/americantherapeutics/Abstract/9000/Ivermectin_for_Prevention_and_Treatment_of.98040.aspx

Ivermectin stops replication of covid: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0166354220302011

Ivermectin has anti-viral properties: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3888155/

Ivermectin has anti-viral properties against covid: https://www.nature.com/articles/s41429-020-0336-z

Evidence that Ivermectin can be effective as a prophylaxis, Mexican frontline healthcare workers were given Ivermectin as a preventative and zero got sick with covid, whereas 58.2% of the control group who did not take Ivermectin got covid: https://www.buongiornosuedtirol.it/wp-content/uploads/2021/04/Nota-Journal-of-Biomedical-Research-Safety-and-Efficacy-Iota-Carrageenan-and-Ivermectin.pdf

Ivermectin safe to give 12mg per day for 5 days: https://www.ijidonline.com/article/S1201-9712%2820%2932506-6/fulltext

Ivermectin safely administered 60mg per day for 6 months: https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/full/10.1080/10428194.2020.1786559

Fluvoxamine:-

Fluvoxamine helps in covid treatment: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/33180097/

Covid leads to long term inflammation, useful for long haul Covid19 treatment: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/33391730/

Fluvoxamine has anti-inflammatory properties that can help treat covid: https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fphar.2021.652688/full

Fluvoxamine targets sigma-1 to stop covid replication: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/33403480/

VAERS:-

Analysis on the VAERS death data shows that in 86% of reports the vaccine cannot be ruled out as a causal factor in the death of the patient: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/352837543_Analysis_of_COVID-19_vaccine_death_reports_from_the_Vaccine_Adverse_Events_Reporting_System_VAERS_Database_Interim_Results_and_Analysis

Addendum to the above link. OpenVAERS is a site that allows you to easily read VAERS reports and breaks down the numbers. The reports seem to be a lot of people who have comorbidities or are old, but there are also some really eye opening cases where young people experience horrible side effects. Read for yourself and make up your own mind about what the vax is doing to your fellow Americans: https://www.openvaers.com/openvaers

Videos:

Bret Weinstein with Dr. Geert Vanden Bossche on potential for immune escape variants: https://youtu.be/BNyAovuUxro Or https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/rmUPOVWuL86w/

Geert Vanden Bossche has a series of videos where he lays out in great detail the evolutionary argument for why vaccination during a pandemic will lead to highly contagious escape mutants: https://youtu.be/eQ300RMbAxk https://youtu.be/7gOBoapt3DE https://youtu.be/XC23IPm6aE4 https://youtu.be/gLQwblQ-lZs https://youtu.be/w3xq4cEHT0s https://youtu.be/vGBDETOPAJA

Censored video with the inventor of MRNA vaccine technology Robert Malone (split into 3 parts, unfortunately it can only be found on bit shoot due to youtube censorship): Part 1: https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/xkEElw1YYC3X/ Part 2: https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/a31keVJOeBO6/ Part 3: https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/8VVc9X38H4ey/

Bret Weinstein with Dr. Kory on Ivermectin (unfortunately it can only be found on bit shoot due to youtube censorship): https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/qHjNQIynVb5O/

Benjamin Boyce and guest Alexandros Marinos talk about trying to falsify the claims in Bret Weinstein's podcasts: https://youtu.be/Nq_2GJfxkTQ

Interview with Byram Bridle on censorship of his discovery that the vax travels throughout the body: https://youtu.be/3S6hMhCohAQ

Dr. Byram Bridle continues to speak out on censorship: https://youtu.be/tnIfPjerQxU

Canadian doctors speaking out about censorship: https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/NGTmdKRmNM2O/

Canadian Dr. Francis Christian speaks out about getting fired for asking for informed consent before vaccinating children: https://youtu.be/sUfpShO0Bmc

Inventor of MRNA vaccine technology Dr. Robert Malone talking about the lack of data surrounding the vaccines and how he's being scrubbed from history on things like Wikipedia now that he's come out against using mrna vax: https://odysee.com/@QuantumRhinoQ:c/The-mRNA-Insider---The-HighWire-with-Del-Bigtree:b

Addendum to above video on Dr. Malone being scrubbed from history. See this page for the words removed from the Wikipedia page of MRNA vaccines in red and the words added in green: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:MobileDiff/1030331671

Dr. Malone talks about evidence of ADE from vaccination: https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/5SNQdy2Pu7rb/

Joe rogan podcast with Dr. Kory and Dr. Weinstein on Ivermectin censorship: https://open.spotify.com/episode/7uVXKgE6eLJKMXkETwcw0D?si=9nVtctf7SDq9rMePiN-slg&utm_source=copy-link&dl_branch=1

Vax trial participants speak out about their adverse reactions being ignored: https://youtu.be/6mxqC9SiRh8

Jimmy Dore, liberal comedian, speaks out about his vaccine side effects: https://youtu.be/UiLGSVH_UPA

Eric Clapton, musician, speaks about his vaccine side effects: https://youtu.be/EO80NBSJGC0

Dr. Charles Hoffe speaks about potential damage from covid vaccines and his experience treating moderna patients: https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/TOWKArSb6b0M/

Dr. McCullough issues warning on vaccine safety: https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/XcORGIZgSV2O/

Interview with Dr. McCullough on how the illogical government response makes him believe they wanted to make things worse so they could use the situation to push vaccines to acquire more power and control (honestly the video makes him sound like a bit of a nut, but the world has gone so nutty in the past few years that maybe the one-eyed man is king and the guy is extremely well credentialed and he makes sense, so I think the video is worth a listen): https://www.bit youknowwhat dot com/video/dJDl0QUDbiLA/

Peter mccullough speaks about the vaccines: https://rumble.com/vjy61w-covid-19-and-vaccine-truths-with-dr-peter-mccullough.html

Another interview with Dr. Mccullough: https://rumble.com/vk8cpw-top-american-doctor-covid-shots-are-obsolete-dangerous-must-be-shut-down.html

Dr. Sucharit Bhakdi on Covid19 immunity: https://odysee.com/@OracleFilms:1/Dr.-Sucharit-Bhakdi-Oracle-Films-Message-HD:1?r=EPrs4aBK5AuJKJCNxG9kGHS96ytPAvbb

Jim Jordan breaks down Fauci's emails indicating that Fauci knew the virus was engineered to have gain of function in the wuhan lab and covered it up: https://youtu.be/q3F2ZJGipiE

Experts testify that the virus was clearly engineered in the lab: https://youtu.be/ovU4e8Cfreg

Addendum to the above link. Rare genome sequencing almost certainly proves Covid WAS deliberately made in a Chinese lab before it leaked to the world: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9658851/Genome-sequencing-certainly-proves-COVID-deliberately-lab-experts-claim.html

History repeats itself, this video covers the failures of the 1976 swine flu vaccine: https://youtu.be/W1CyMXURgGc

Non-Academic Articles:

Frontline Covid19 Critical Care Alliance:-

FLCCC Alliance I-MASK+ Protocol for Prevention & Early Outpatient Treatment Protocol for COVID-19: https://covid19criticalcare.com/covid-19-protocols/i-mask-plus-protocol/

FLCCC Alliance I-MASS Protocol for Prevention & At Home Treatment Mass Distribution for COVID-19: https://covid19criticalcare.com/covid-19-protocols/i-mass-protocol/

FLCCC Alliance MATH+ Protocol for Hospital Treatment for COVID-19, for use by professionals: https://covid19criticalcare.com/covid-19-protocols/math-plus-protocol/

FLCCC Alliance iRecover Protocol for treatment of Long Haul Covid-19: https://covid19criticalcare.com/covid-19-protocols/i-recover-protocol/

FLCCC Alliance list of Ivermectin friendly physicians: https://covid19criticalcare.com/ivermectin-in-covid-19/how-to-get-ivermectin/

Legal information:-

Know your rights, you have a Right to Try off-label or experimental medications (remind them if your doctor is reluctant to prescribe you Ivermectin or Fluvoxamine): https://www.fda.gov/patients/learn-about-expanded-access-and-other-treatment-options/right-try

Know the law, the compromised U.S. Equal Employment Opportunity Commission has ruled that employers CAN require vaccination as a condition of employment (this ruling will have to be challenged in a court of law, so do not approach your employer with the false attitude of having the higher legal ground, they will likely dismiss you since the EEOC is backing tyranny): https://www.eeoc.gov/wysk/what-you-should-know-about-covid-19-and-ada-rehabilitation-act-and-other-eeo-laws

Know the law, the compromised Department of Justice has said that vaccine mandates are legal: https://www.yahoo.com/now/doj-says-legal-mandate-covid-173600309.html

Legal information about vaccine exemption status state by state (know your rights in your state before you approach an employer): https://www.ncsl.org/research/health/school-immunization-exemption-state-laws.aspx

Can't sue vaccine producers: https://www.cnbc.com/2020/12/16/covid-vaccine-side-effects-compensation-lawsuit.html

Even the blood sucking lawyers are saying they won't take your case if you want to sue the vaccine manufacturers for a vaccine injury, they're completely protected: https://www.reuters.com/legal/government/black-hole-covid-vaccine-injury-claims-2021-06-29/

PCR test:-

It seems that the PCR test that we've all been using cannot discriminate between a covid infection and a flu infection. It has therefore had its EUA revoked by the CDC: https://www.cdc.gov/csels/dls/locs/2021/07-21-2021-lab-alert-Changes_CDC_RT-PCR_SARS-CoV-2_Testing_1.html

History/news about mrna vaccine manufacturers:-

Pfizer are criminals who plead guilty to misinforming the public about side effects to their drugs and bribing doctors. They paid 2.3 billion in fines: https://www.reuters.com/article/us-pfizer-settlement-idUSTRE5813XB20090902

“In the Army I was expected to protect people at all costs,” Kopchinski said in a statement. “At Pfizer I was expected to increase profits at all costs, even when sales meant endangering lives.”: https://www.reuters.com/article/us-pfizer-whistleblower-idUSN021592920090903

Nigeria sues Pfizer for $7bn over 'illegal' tests on children: https://www.theguardian.com/world/2007/jun/05/health.healthandwellbeing1

US Supreme Court rejects Pfizer Nigeria lawsuit appeal: https://www.bbc.com/news/10454982

Pfizer in $486 million settlement of Celebrex, Bextra litigation: https://www.reuters.com/article/us-pfizer-lawsuit-idUSKCN10D1D8

Pfizer settles foreign bribery case with U.S. government: https://www.reuters.com/article/us-pfizer-settlement-idUSBRE8760WM20120807

J&J are criminals who knew for decades that they had asbestos in their baby powder, but did nothing. Had to pay 4.69 billion in fines: https://www.reuters.com/investigates/special-report/johnsonandjohnson-cancer/

And of course, J&J is trying to use shady tactics to avoid paying those fines for their baby powder: https://finance.yahoo.com/news/exclusive-j-j-exploring-putting-191612383.html

Moderna has never been able to get a drug or vaccine approved by the FDA, they were chosen by Trump because the CEO said they could get their experimental gene therapy vaccine made in the fastest time, no animal trials were done: https://www.cnn.com/2020/05/01/us/coronavirus-moderna-vaccine-invs/index.html

Moderna executives sold tens of millions of dollars in stock in Sept, a couple months before deploying the vax to the public. Why would they sell off right before their big success? Did they know the product was garbage?: https://www.npr.org/2020/09/04/908305074/bad-optics-or-something-more-moderna-executives-stock-sales-raise-concerns

Moderna CEO Stephane Bancel explains that they designed the vaccine in just two days: https://v.redd.it/p83r1m7zzgd71

Pfizer makes billions in revenue and profit: www.nytimes.com/2021/05/04/business/pfizer-covid-vaccine-profits.amp.html

Pfizer makes even more money because of boosters: https://www.reuters.com/business/healthcare-pharmaceuticals/pfizer-raises-estimates-2021-sales-covid-19-vaccine-335-bln-2021-07-28/

Vax companies making billions: https://www.theguardian.com/business/2021/mar/06/from-pfizer-to-moderna-whos-making-billions-from-covid-vaccines

FDA:-

One third of new FDA approved meds had safety problems, the system is broken: https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2017/05/09/527575055/one-third-of-new-drugs-had-safety-problems-after-fda-approval

A second source confirming that one third of new FDA approved meds had safety problems: https://www.cnn.com/2017/05/09/health/fda-approval-drug-events-study/index.html

Rushed vaccines have consequences:-

Learn from the past the Thalidomide tragedy occured because doctors pushed an unsafe drug: https://helix.northwestern.edu/article/thalidomide-tragedy-lessons-drug-safety-and-regulation

Even CNN agrees the rushed vaccine is a stupid idea (but only while Trump was president): https://edition.cnn.com/2020/09/01/health/eua-coronavirus-vaccine-history/index.html

Vaccinated individuals can still get and spread the virus:-

Fauci himself stated that the goal of the vaccines was never to prevent transmission but to reduce symptoms: https://finance.yahoo.com/news/fauci-vaccines-will-only-prevent-symptoms-not-block-the-virus-195051568.html?guccounter=1&guce_referrer=aHR0cHM6Ly9iZ3IuY29tLw&guce_referrer_sig=AQAAAHpd0YtfC5w7hWq2OGxSM8G8GkGugdwzlwYoMYfUdd-dFniY0-qB_1RoBrkyZdQRgHzAU_qQROzd_EfBwk1vzVv6hO0c46fOMmw8nmc4p3eEnwMvqhlJfcrpXOXccvSEjvfwwY1yl6PBdgYtJoPQvzxWK-4BPZ9PidUbDMTK4L6b

CDC finally admit that vaxxed people are still shedding high levels of virus when they get infected and therefore must wear masks again: https://www.cnbc.com/2021/07/27/cdc-to-reverse-indoor-mask-policy-to-recommend-them-for-fully-vaccinated-people-in-covid-hot-spots.html

Vaxxed people are spreading the delta variant: https://thehill.com/changing-america/well-being/longevity/561994-top-health-expert-says-vaccinated-people-are-spreading

Higher COVID Rate Found In Counties With Higher Vaccination Rate: https://sacramento.cbslocal.com/video/5827277-higher-covid-rate-found-in-counties-with-higher-vaccination-rate/

Double vaxxed politicians getting and spreading covid: https://nypost.com/2021/07/20/sixth-texas-dem-tests-positive-for-covid-after-fleeing-state-to-block-gop-voting-bill/

Piers Morgan gets covid after double jab: https://news.yahoo.com/amphtml/piers-morgan-covid-positive-162254643.html

Iceland covid data shows majority of covid cases are fully vaccinated: https://www.covid.is/data

In the UK, the Health Minister stated that 60% of the people admitted to the hospital for Covid19 are double vaxxed, after some concerns were raised, the Health Minister later corrected himself to say it is 40% instead: https://www.reuters.com/business/healthcare-pharmaceuticals/60-people-being-admitted-uk-hospitals-had-two-covid-jabs-adviser-2021-07-19/

Thousands of vaccine failures in Massachusetts: https://www.bostonherald.com/2021/07/13/massachusetts-breakthrough-coronavirus-cases-71-fully-vaccinated-people-have-died-268-hospitalizations/amp/

CDC admits that 74% of positive cases in Barnstable County Massachusetts were fully vaxxed: https://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/volumes/70/wr/mm7031e2.htm?s_cid=mm7031e2_w

Vaccine failures resulting in hundreds of hospitalizations in Illinois, who knows how many thousands of vaccine failures were required to reach this many hospitalizations in Illinois: https://www.nbcchicago.com/news/coronavirus/159-dead-593-hospitalized-in-illinois-breakthrough-covid-cases/2560611/

CDC started pursuing asymmetric reporting of covid cases in may 2021, they will not investigate mild cases of covid in vaccinated individuals. This creates the narrative that this is a pandemic of the unvaxxed: https://www.nytimes.com/2021/05/25/health/cdc-coronavirus-infections-vaccine.html

CDC warns COVID-19 may be a few mutations away from evading vaccines: https://nypost.com/2021/07/27/cdc-covid-19-may-be-a-few-mutations-away-from-evading-vaccines/

Hope for freedom:-

There is hope for freedom yet, New Hampshire governor signs bill that makes it illegal to mandate vaccines for access to public services: https://boston.cbslocal.com/2021/07/25/new-hampshire-covid-medical-freedom-bill/

South Carolina won't let the CDC force masks on children: South Carolina says its schools can't follow CDC mask advice

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It's Too Much.......

 

This is the story of my life lately; outside of husband and a few friends online.  I have to live life, and try to get by the best I can, but it's scary when you have to be cautious of so much that is in your brain that you cannot share with others. The book 1984 warned us of these times to come and they are here now.  Some may talk of being "authentic" but then they are people who "fit in" and "have a place". Their opinions will not bring them censure and abuse. 

I have a date in mind of just rejoining life and no longer caring about Covid. The isolation is harming me. Maybe I am a lucky asymptomatic, sometimes think I am because I've gone in multitudes of stores and masks don't do THAT much, though I believe they help.  It seems I'd be long ago dead according to the rhetoric out there being too tired to wash delivery boxes and needing time outside. There was one day in February of 2020, I felt like I was going to die that day with a fever and went to bed to "fight off" whatever it was and succeeded. Now, maybe it was a leg infection to come or a UCTD flare or maybe it was Covid and I am immune.

I've told a few about the v and that I can't sign up for medical reasons which is true, but there's so much in my brain, I can't share with people. It does get lonely. I didn't fit in fundamentalist Christian circles, and that was painful, after all the spiritual abuse and more. Leaving was necessary. Going back in that cage just sounds like hell to me. I need a nicer God not one that threatens me with hell and endless disasters. The cognitive dissonance was too extreme. 

Whatever my religious standing is right now, God/Source has told me not to partake of the v. My spiritual beliefs even along David Quinn's highway [read the book Ishmael] tell me not to submit to the "dominators" and "controllers" who want to turn human beings into chattel and build a technocracy and digital prison. Even with my beliefs about Jesus and others who came to give spiritual teachings to humanity, succumbing to the forces of darkness is not on my game plan. It's not my job to figure things out for others, but these are my beliefs. I know there are people who are going to have it forced on them. I've seen kids posting on line saying that pretty much. I hope people who took the early vs, maybe question the boosters to come and the constant carousel and jump off of it. 

What am I to think now, that in the "liberal" circles I built up in my community that, I am curled up like a ball inside? This means sticking to safe topics and happy things, and well it's good to talk about gardening and art but I am too scared to share anything too deep. They believe in the system and their lives have gone in ways where the system was never their enemy or tried to harm them, though I believe that may change now with the v side effects and growing totalitarianism.  

I have to accept I can't control everything and have to find some happiness again. There's too much weirdness out there, I know society is being gaslighted to the max. No one sees what I do except 4 friends in the entire world, and none of them live anywhere near me.

 I always wondered about the guy who thought Hitler was an asshole, while all his friends ran out doing Seig Heils and ironing their new brown uniforms, yeah that's my life today, alone among those who believe in all this. Who think Big Pharm is their friends, and that the powerful have only our best interests in mind. The place I live here is akin to Bavaria of the 1930s. Hitler used fear then too, of the Communists, of the economic pressures to bring in his "false answers". People are afraid now, they don't want to die of Covid. The human fear response is one they can mess with to the max. No one wants to die.

I tried to talk things out, and kept it subtle and away from "in your face" tactics, but that was too much. here are some of the responses I got back, reworded...and paraphrased. I know now this is "pearls before you know what" land. It's the same as trying to convince my family to be nice people, wasted effort......

I wrote:

"I plan to try and get a life back again, though it seems they did everything they could to ruin it. They want us living like the book 1984."

a response I got:

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"I don't believe that anyone is trying to ruin our lives."

Another friend on Facebook wrote that her college made the covid vs optional and wrote that she was disgusted that her higher ed institution is appeasing the stupids of the community.  She doesn't know my stance on things. Obviously she would consider me one of the "stupids".

Here are some others:

"OMG, you are all brain washed and a bunch of conspiracy theorists"

A few friends call for more lock downs. [How come two years isn't long enough?]

Some openly call for discrimination against the un-v-ed...."I don't want a nurse without it, I don't want a cleaner with out it. You better have your v, if you are going to come clean my house"....etc.

 Two groups have banned the un-v-ed. Two others require us to wear masks, which I have no problem doing, and would have probably done anyway but imagine being in a room full of happy talking people sharing meals with each other, while you are banished in the back with a mask unable to eat with them or be seen. How long will that last? At least one group is allowing hybrid Zoom for now. The separation is here.

Then there are the social things that crop up. I take a ride with a friend to one group, I told him I am unvaxxed to be fair to him. I didn't want the anger if he found out I wasn't and a mutual acquaintance knows. He asked me to wear a mask, and I will, but that feels weird too. How long will I be required to "mask up"? I have a month to decide whether to go or not, but already feel weird about it. I am not even sure if I am ready to be in groups of people yet, and have my own fears to conquer. 

I have already been called a "conspiracy theorist"--well the conspiracies are true, and called an "anti-vaxxer"--they don't care if you took all the traditional vs or not. You know that's the irony here, if these were traditional vaccines, that were safe, tested, and not based on extreme tech, interfering with cells, I would have considered it. Also there's that matter they don't work well at all. Why should the un-v-ed be feared by those who took it? In the old days, vs actually WORKED, and immunized people. 

This feels like autistic masking on steroids, hide your opinions to stay safe and so people don't hate you. Hmm been down that road before. I got in trouble often even in my old Christian circles asking too many questions, and to have it happen in what I thought in my new circles, is painful. Don't tell me to go a "red" state to be around other un-v-ed people. It would bring it's own troubles and misery, and obviously given my background in the Christian fundamentalist world, I was already "there".  It hasn't escaped my attention, it's the poors who trust the system far less than the middle class and upper class and above types running to get their shots. I suppose if you haven't been on the punishment end of the system, you see it as far more benevolent and not out to hurt you. Why should the so called "deplorables" trust the elite, who never valued their lives in the first place?

I wish I could tell one group, this Covid stuff is crap and I am not interested in technocratic slavery and while I am willing to wear a mask due to my bad lungs anyway, being told I have to for being an "unclean" un-"v"ed person person and thusly being singled out, that is affecting me negatively. The first day I show up everyone would know I did not take the poison. I feel in "danger" just having four-five know.  They are nice people and mean well, but wish I could wake them all up to what's going on.

And now Biden wants to send people to un-v-ed people's doors, to make the lists for the round ups for the Fema camps? Remember no medical exemptions allowed, my family has a massive history of severe autoimmune disease including pericarditis [myocarditis], polyarteritis nodosa, and Kawaski disease. I have had massive signs of vasculitis  too, and have rare autoimmune diseases people have never even heard of--Dermatomyositis but I'm supposed to follow no questions asked and now I have to put up with people pounding on my door to put on the pressure? By the way 4 of these diseases were listed on the FDA list of side effects from the Covid vs.

 Maybe now they will use bribery and lottos--my own state is running a V Lotto but then will come coercion and force. I've read enough history to know how this goes. 

Don't think a fake v card will save you either, it's illegal punishable by law, and the states have data-bases.

For my readers here, who know my history ask yourself how this is affecting a person with my life history, and ponder that one a bit. Some may say just suck it up and conform, but oh, you all don't realize what is formed in the crucible of what I came out of.  You either die or you survive and if you survive, you are not like other people prone to the pressures of "peer pressure". I know from my life history that no one will pick up the pieces either if it goes "wrong". One more medical problem could send me to life in a nursing home. I barely am making it now, and in bed today from pain and swelling.

and speaking of danger....... those of us on the "outskirts", are openly speaking of these being "dangerous" times among each other. Some people are hiding it all to get by, hoping they will remain unfound. I understand. Telling 4-5 I told too many. If I had decent health and could have taken the risk to just live life without the masks, things would have been easier for me. Now I am getting nosy comments FOR WEARING THE MASK.

I know even speaking out against this bs here, and on twitter under a fake name, has risk to it.  Some may say speak out in your life, but my life is already very isolated outside of my husband, I can't make enemies with everyone. Some of the people who believe in all this, I care about them and they have been kind to me, and don't want to change that. There's a point where I said to myself, you have your choices to make, and they have theirs, and just antagonizing people will leave you even more isolated and screwed up. I have lost so many friends over politics, over religion, over so much, that I am tired. While I talk about my opinions here, and wish there were people in my life outside of my husband and online friends I could really talk to, it's not my reality for whatever reason.

It's a very lonely place to be. I do ask myself what is wrong with me, that I ended up in a life where there's so few people in it, that I can have a honest conversation with. That worries me a lot too. I have my husband, but they are unloading the constant peer pressure too. We can't even walk down the street, I still wear the mask because of my bad lungs, without having someone ask didn't you get your v yet? 

I still don't get why people don't see something wrong with all of this?