I posted this on Twitter yesterday:
With Covid, most people have given up. They've gone back to their lives. No one here wears masks. I watch everyone in my Zooms talk about their endless vacations, concerts, and fun lives. Why am I grounded forever? Why do I feel so trapped? They aren't pissed off like me. Maybe dumber people are happier ones. Hopefully I am not the dumb one. Maybe normal people figured out it's all a hoax and I'm late to get the news. My husband thinks it's real. I shouted one day, that "I don't want anyone to die, but if someone died of Covid that I knew at least I would know if this shit is real or not!" The only 2 people I know who almost died, were both adamant vapers. Too much makes no damn sense.
I think about doing the same in returning to life. Maybe cowardice is running my show and medical trauma. I thought of consulting a therapist about my OCD affecting my decision making with a touch of germphobia but was afraid I'd get a pro-vaxxer who'd call me crazy. We are so buried in medical bills, I can't afford one anyway.
Some research says Covid is bad, and everyone who gets it even mildly is going to get brain problems and worse. Some people say it's a hoax and even the lab leak and GOF stuff is all made up. How in the hell am I supposed to know what is really going on. I shouted to husband, "No one I know has died or been hospitalized from Covid for a year and half and told him maybe it's time to go back to regular life". However on the other side, I keep thinking why do all these vaxxed people keep getting sick every month? A lot of them got sick with blood clots, afib etc, but why do they all keep getting endless colds and flus even during the summer? Some dissenting scientists also believe Covid itself diminishes the immune system TOO. Who the hell knows what is going on? Maybe the smart people for the sake of sanity just threw up their hands, said screw it, and returned to regular life.
I think about doing the same in returning to life. Maybe cowardice is running my show and medical trauma. I thought of consulting a therapist about my OCD affecting my decision making with a touch of germphobia but was afraid I'd get a pro-vaxxer who'd call me crazy. We are so buried in medical bills, I can't afford one anyway.
Some research says Covid is bad, and everyone who gets it even mildly is going to get brain problems and worse. Some people say it's a hoax and even the lab leak and GOF stuff is all made up. How in the hell am I supposed to know what is really going on. I shouted to husband, "No one I know has died or been hospitalized from Covid for a year and half and told him maybe it's time to go back to regular life". However on the other side, I keep thinking why do all these vaxxed people keep getting sick every month? A lot of them got sick with blood clots, afib etc, but why do they all keep getting endless colds and flus even during the summer? Some dissenting scientists also believe Covid itself diminishes the immune system TOO. Who the hell knows what is going on? Maybe the smart people for the sake of sanity just threw up their hands, said screw it, and returned to regular life.
I cry too much about all the things I miss. One day ranting and raving around the apartment I shouted, "It's like we are living in prison, no let me take that back, there'd be more people to talk to in prison!" I draw up dates to return to normal life. "In March, I am done. Whatever happens happens."
My husband asks me to wait to rejoin society, he has some recent health problems so I have done so but how long should I go? His health problems could be something really serious. He's getting tested soon. Yes I'm scared and stressed about it, outside of internet friends and a few decent ones that live a little distance away, he's all I got.
Life itself is hard enough but added with the rest of this covid crap, its too much. Maybe we are two germ paranoid old people or maybe these people who have all had Covid 3-4 times [who knows if any of their tests are real?] are crazy. Some are hitting bout #5. An entire family announced it at my UU church on Zoom. I thought no one is wheezing or coughing, maybe they just had a cold. Are we crazy or are they?
I plan to get my art show done this spring, and a few other things but then I have to figure out what to do with my life and help husband get some new employment. The prices are rising so fast, we may have to make some hard choices about life. Endless stress, why didn't my life turn out? The one online friend I've mentioned before, the happy church pastor is now frolicking in Mexico, no masks having a fun time. Her children who never seem to lack for jobs or money either are producing babies by the bucketload for her. For these people there is no Covid.
Maybe Facebook just has the rich show-offs now, all the poors dropped off. I post a lot less on there except to message a few awake friends. I would just offend people if I told them what I really thought but on one end, a life of repression and silence sucks too. Why don't any of the people relate to me here? Maybe they lack empathy? Maybe most are so rich, life really has gone so well for them, they are truly free of all worry. These are the wrong people for me to be around. Don't make the mistake of being a poor person in a relatively affluent town, you may have better health care, a nice library, good cultural stuff, but you will never be one of them. Wealthier people focus on being "positive" all the time and success is very important to them. It's worn me out. I just want to see someone "get real" and bitch for once. It's all walking on eggshells for me. After ACON recovery I stopped being an open book but now I'm the closed book. This is one reason I'm on the fence with some groups I am in.
My "community" ties have proven too superficial to provide any real comfort or support. The international travel frenzy has not let up too, Middle East, Paris, etc. I don't relate to these people with bottomless buckets of money. Even if you have disabilities that show, to be hiding out now means you are judged as a hyponchondriac. Doesn't something seem morally and ethically wrong with going on global jaunts during a global pandemic. Most of these people have children and grandchildren too, don't they need help?
After the football player dropped and went into cardiac arrest on national TV, is anyone in your neck of the woods waking up about the vaxxes? Have the dummies woken up yet? Around here, everyone is quiet, Covid is the topic you don't talk about on my Zooms. God so much repression. If I do end up moving, or not, I need to find new people to hang out with. I want working class people around me who are willing to bitch and complain. If you are into gratitude lists, leave me alone. Don't even bother.
Why is the expectation even that we remain "positive" even as the world burns down. Screw that.
Why is the expectation even that we remain "positive" even as the world burns down. Screw that.
Some of us are watching everything with growing horror, all the mounting death from the vaxxes, and the insanity of leaders who take no action to stop it and still promote them. Some of us fear the worse, but our numbers are rare. Most don't care. One sign of psychopathy and narcissism is a lack of fear, and well as I said before America was a dream world of denial long ago and it's only gotten worse. I've had to hide so many emotions. I will hate these so called leaders/parasites for the rest of my life for unleashing a pandemic without end. They have offered no solutions but deadly vaxxes now killing people. They have offered no treatments, no cures. They have offered nothing but tyranny and bullshit. They have betrayed the disabled and people like me beyond the pale. Our lives were already difficult. If I find out it was a hoax and I lost three years of my life to their lies, I'm going to be even more pissed off. What if Covid even in mild forms is now destroying people? How are we supposed to even know?
I'm tired of being judged. I'm tired of feeling so alone with only a few awake friends and people online to talk to because I'm surrounded by so many people who lack any introspection or critical thinking. Look I'm confused so would understand it in someone else but these folks are so certain and question nothing. Leave it up to the parasites to destroy our world but do it in such a way, all the costs skyrocket and continue.
I'm tired of being judged. I'm tired of feeling so alone with only a few awake friends and people online to talk to because I'm surrounded by so many people who lack any introspection or critical thinking. Look I'm confused so would understand it in someone else but these folks are so certain and question nothing. Leave it up to the parasites to destroy our world but do it in such a way, all the costs skyrocket and continue.
Hi Peeps,
ReplyDeleteYou have me as a friend.
I actually think a lot of people are struggling financially now. That's what I'm hearing. Food prices quadrupling is the inflation that won't stop quitting, even when everything else is going down or doubled (more than tripled). Health insurance premiums are so high that you can't spend money elsewhere. Rents are going up because property taxes went up to keep up with inflation. During inflationary times, everyone loses, including the rich (though admittedly they have a lot of cushions that most Americans don't have). So I think people are just working harder than ever, and putting less time into relationships.
So don't take this period of time personally. I think most people still feel isolated, feel scared financially, and a lot are still wearing masks (esp here in NY, most people over 60, where we had so many deaths, and continue to have them).
Hi Lise, I'm glad to have you as a friend too. :) I do appreciate all my online friends. I think a lot of people have to be financially struggling, things got so bad, with his contract job he could put a little aside but that vaporized as all the prices skyrocketed. I'm a bit afraid, as that job is ending and have to go spend time helping with his job hunt.
DeleteHe says people are telling him it's bad, he talks to some clerks and working class folks in his travails, but the folks on Zoom I see are mostly wealthy and seem to be acting untouched [all those vacations] or if broke not talking about it. This may be an area where the class differences in the UU are hitting too hard adding to my feelings of isolation, well things have changed there for me since I haven't been in person for three years. With social stuff, even I have said outside of my online friends, my time is always taken up with medical stuff, helping husband, domestic stuff. We probably will have to sell some stuff which will take time. I have to clean out my apartment which in the physical shape I am, that's going to be a very slow process. I got it to a decent point some months ago but it slid back down. A lot is hobby stuff. The "art show" has a corner of the dining room area.
I know this limit of energy was affecting things socially even long ago but thanks for reminding me of this, everyone is stressed out, and having to work all the time or figuring out what to do, and normal people anyone under the wealthy or upper class, have to be worried about their bills. I know the middle class gets higher deductibles, home repairs, car expenses, clothing so even if they make 50-100,000 a year, there's plenty of things to scoop it up where bank account empties at end of every month. Their overhead is higher. I am less socially involved to avoid Covid, maybe there's others like me hiding out, can't blame them. The people with huge mortgages and kids have to be afraid. Maybe I am guilty as well, I may bitch about money here but not telling the outer world I am going to go broke except a few close friends.
The food prices, I swear they have doubled or tripled too. Yeah everyone dealing with that. Thanks for reminding me not to take it personally. Yeah there has to be others feeling isolated and like everything is "fake" now and disconnected and stressed out and scared. It's good you tell me some areas are wearing masks, I really truly am only one left here but this is a technically a "rural" area by some definitions [small towns] though far more populated then where I used to live. Are people there still dying of Covid? Well I am still hiding out, wearing masks taking precautions. When we go places we do go at "less busy" times and places. Like library I was in yesterday only had a few people in it and ate in the car. Surely some have to be wondering about stuff, I am with this Covid junk too and WHY won't it end? Husband believes completely it is real and has made that clear. Oh one thing taking up a lot of time for people is probably caretaking given the effects on people's health from all this, lung problems etc. Between the two of us, a lot of time is spent on medical thing and some from his side like going to appointments to help the other person, he goes to hear for me for stuff phone misses, and I go as the more medically knowledgeable between both of us. Thanks for these reminders Lise.
I am totally struggling financially. Inflation, cancer treatment. It's bad out there, so you are not alone there. And yes there are still a lot of people who have money too. But anyone middle class, lower middle class or under is probably struggling. It is scary.
ReplyDeleteI keep going back and forth on it being totally fake (the c word) also. It's hard when you don't even know anyone who knows anyone who has died. I do think the whole thing was at least exaggerated. You know someone goes to the hospital and tests positive for covid but dies of something else which they count as a covid death. The people running this are all liars. So it is hard to know what is true or not. I still see some people wearing masks but most are not. I'm still careful but not overly concerned. I have always been careful during flu season since my immune system was so low when I had lyme disease..
I do hope the situation with your husband turns out better than you expect.
I find it harder to meet people now. Not sure if it's the internet or getting older or what. I admit I don't try that hard. I'm a big introvert. I have to push myself.
It's ok if you are still wearing a mask. If it makes you feel safe then you will be less stressed out. I don't think anyone really cares at this point.
You have a right to be mad at these psychopaths running the world right now. I know I am.
Be well - Sue
Hi Sue, sorry you are going through health problems with cancer and financial. Yeah its getting bad. All bills skyrocketing. Food is double the cost of what it used to be here, it's not 8% no way no how. I think anyone middle class and below has to be struggling massively. Even upper middle, the bills probably have surpassed their ability to pay.
ReplyDeleteYeah I've tried figuring things out, like banging head on a wall. I mean three years of life eaten away by this. Spent in isolation except going to stores. Entire community life gone. Thanks for telling me you don't know anyone who died either. I just know two vapers one who almost died of Delta and I wonder did vaping push it along and another post-Covid on life support...also a vaper. Several who went to the hospital. Some said it made them short of breathe circa 2020-2021. Was it exaggerated? I don't know. Also the long term effects and no one is talking about what it will mean to keep getting it over and over like a cold, but this time it screws up your brain and vascular system supposedly every time. I even asked why did the elite poop in their own nest? you know what I mean.
Yeah I am so sick of lies, no straight answers anywhere. Even the anti Covid narrative side doesn't answer some questions, like assuming Covid is "just a cold". Yeah I am still being careful but don't know how many years of life I was to sacrifice on this. With all my problems too scared to add more. It's like a trap isn't it?
Thanks regarding the situation with my husband. I am worried but right now it could go different directions. Yes it's harder to meet people. I don't feel safe to sit in a room with people so that means even groups are gone. Socially things were never easy as I wrote but this screwed it up. Most people are stressed out beyond belief, probably shutting down. I remember when older people would tell me how lonely things got. Ones with decent families or had decent families of their own were better off but even some with adult children got isolated. The forever pandemic too seems to give no hope of any returned social lives at least for those in my position. Of course I got the "its' the hoax" people annoyed with me and the few who know my status. I'm an introvert too. Things around here are like Soviet Russia anyway, at least where I live, I can read the room via some Zooms, even the ones who are together it's not like it was before. I have my worries about the shot I've written about before so I guess you are seeing where I am going with this. I'm glad I'm left alone with the masks so maybe more understand now. Yeah I'm pissed at the psychopaths and every institution has betrayed us, I wonder if these people realize how much we hate them all for destroying our lives. The "no hope" of "end" thing and mounting illlnesses among vaxxed and spinning off variants, well, systems where people lose belief in them don't seem to last too long in any stable way. I'm in shock some of them have not seen a jail cell yet but with owned courts and corruption as deep as it is, people expect no justice too.
Chelle continuing ...
ReplyDeleteReporter (R) "Mr. Bourla, can I ask you, when did you know the vaccine didn't stop transmission?"
Pfizer CEO, Bourla (B) ............. (silence)
(R) "First you said it was 100% effective, then 90%, then 80%, then 70%, but we now know that the vaccines do not stop transmission, why would you keep that a secret?"
(B) "Have a nice day."
(R) "I won't, not until you answer the question. Why did you keep it a secret that your vaccine did not stop transmission?"
(B) ............
(R #2) "Is it time to apologize to the World, Sir? To give refunds to all the countries who poured their money into your vaccines that didn't work?"
(B) ............
(R) "Are you not ashamed at what you have done over the past couple of years?"
(B) .............
(R) "Do you wish to apologize to the Public, Sir?
(B) .............
(R) "Are you proud of it? You've made millions on the backs of many people's entire livlihoods. How does that feel to walk the streets on the back (s) of the regular person?"
(B) ..............
(R) "What do you think about on your yacht, Sir?"
(B) ..............
(R) "What do you think of on your private jet?"
(B) ..............
(R) "Are you worried about product liability?"
(B) ..............
(R) Are you worried about myocarditis?"
(B) ..............
(R) "What about the sudden deaths?"
(B) ..............
(R) "What do you have to say about young men dropping dead of heart attacks every day?"
(B) ...............
(R) "Why won't you answer these basic questions?"
(B) ...............
Wow I saw that but it was on rumble and didn't have time to transcribe it yet, thanks for writing out what was said. I think people know it has failed and now immune systems are crashing and Covid seems to have turned eternal.
DeleteContinuing .....
ReplyDelete(R) "No apologies, Sir?'
(B) ............
(R) "Do you think you should be charged criminally for some of the criminal behavior you've obviousely been a part of?
(B) .............
(R) "How much money have you personally made off the vaccines?"
(B) .............
(R) "How many boosters do you think it will take for you to be happy enough with your earnings?"
(B) .............
(R) "Nothing?"
(B) .............
(R) "Who did you meet with here in secret?"
(B) .............
(R) "Will you disclose who you met with?"
(B) ..............
(R) "Who do you pay commissions to? In the past, Pfizer has paid 2.3 billion dollars in fines for deceptive marketing, have you engaged in that same conduct again?"
(B) ..............
(R) "Are you under investigation like you were before for your deceptive marketing, Sir?"
(B) ..............
(R) "If any other product of the world does not work as promised, you get a refund. Should you not refund to countries that laid out billions for your ineffective vaccine?"
(B) ..............
(R) "Are you used to only sympathetic media, so you don't know how to answer any questions?"
(B) ..............
Here he reached his final destination. As he departed up the steps, the repoter uttered,
(R) "Shame on you, Sir. Shame on you!"
So glad he told the psychopath off, but they don't care. They are evil people. I think of all the people I care about who took their poison and worry everyday about what will happen to them. :'( I wish we would see justice in this world for what these people have done.
DeleteHi Peeps,
ReplyDeleteI think the intro into the interview didn't make it through, so for some perspective, for anyone reading the questions posed to Pfizer CEO Bourla, it's important to note that it took place on a side street in Davos, where he was walking, being escorted by a woman to another destination, and he had no escape! As we all might imagine, this is a man who is heavily protected, no doubt normally with chauffers, pilots and captains. Getting this kind of time with him would normally be impossible. Klaus will no doubt hear about this, and I think it's safe to say, that the woman who escorted him is fired! (If she's a patriot, God bless her).
The reporters were from Rebel News. It's been taken down by youtube, but can still be seen by entering into Rebel News there, and clicking on Jimmy Dore.
I am relieved that the questions were at least asked. They needed to be. The fact that he is in Davos says a lot too. As "birds of a feather, flock together!"
I bet his escorts get fired too, glad tis reporter got a chance to ask some hard questions and expose that guy!
DeleteIt is really wild for me to know there are people out there who don't know anyone who died of Covid. It decimated so many lives around me. People I knew lost their children. Spouses. Parents.
ReplyDeleteDo you live in New York or another area where it hit hard? I think different areas of the country seemed far heavier hit. Seriously I don't know anyone who died. Even now I haven't know anyone hospitalized with Covid in a year except one 85 year old man who had pneumonia. Sorry for all your losses.
DeleteHi Peeps,
ReplyDeleteI decided to address the ringing in my ears (ear) so I have been staying away from the 5g, have been taking some vitimins (this has worked) and getting hydrated. Hope all is getting better for you, and that Mr. Peeps health scare is on the mend.
On a much less serious note, now that the pandemic has been officially called to a close in May, I have been busy designing my personalized t-shirts to conmemorate my pandemic experience
(1)
The rules for the CDC and the rules for me ...
1. I need to be vaccinated.
2. CDC employees do not.
(2)
My house The White House
(mine drawn like a kid's (looking as always)
drawing shows the front door
open and the used vax
syrenges pouring out)
(3)
I'm proud to be called a "flat earther"
(drawing of a girl standing on a flat sheet of paper (world map) with arms flexed and red circles with the lines through them on each arm muscle)
I'm enjoying my "natural immunity" and no signs of myocarditis!
(4)
My
Badge of Honor
(badge outline)
"Conspiracy Theorist"
I have a fifth entitled Pandemic Wisdom, with the three sentences we heard the most, and the simple corrections to them in parenthesis. I'm sure you can guess what they are.
Just wanted to share ....
Chelle
Hi Chelle,
DeleteInteresting T shirts, I sure could think of a few too. use one of those memes that call vaxx into question, etc. "Billions of dollars and more BS!" "Stop bioweapons engineering" with a picture of one of the big eggheads on it that helped destroy our world. "When are you going to wake up?" etc. Yeah is it really over in May or endemic and forever? Nothing they say makes any sense anymore. Tired of the balloons and UFO crap. More distraction. Google Aerostats, they've had spy balloons forever on every side.
Hi Peeps,
DeleteHappy Valentines Day to you both! I just came in from town a little while ago, handed my hubby a cold welch's grape juice and a banana, "Happy Valentines Day," I said. My how times change ...
Yeah, the President (Biden) announced the pandemic will be over on May 11th, I believe. He had said it was over in a 60 Minutes interview a few months back, when he was at a car show, strolling beside the interviewer, wearing no mask. I think what he meant in this latest instance, is that he will not be renewing the emergency declaration, which he has needed to sign every two months since the pandemic began. And yes, it will be endemic. While we're on that subject, I did want to pass on what my understanding is, from doctors online, about the reason for the reincidence of covid, despite one's natural immunity. They say it is because of the shortened incubation period of Omicron, being 1-3 days, compared to Wuhan or Delta, having been 10-14 days. It apparently takes the immune system 8-14 days to wake up and react. But it is still protective against severe illness.
Another point on this, is that the virus occurring naturally, would normally not go beyond the nasal mucosal area, where defences from previous colds, flues and other corona viruses are already primed. It can of course go into the lung, but usually only the upper airways, and it is said to be rare. This is what I have been given to understand, at least.
Also, Dr. Ryan Cole, who you have brought up here, has some slides on some autopsies recently done (check him out on this on Dr. Drew's channel) has found only spike in areas of the affected organs, and no nucleocapcid (body) of the virus lighting up there, indicating it's not from natural infection.
As for one avoiding the spike protein in any form at all costs as you said, I would not disagree on that. There is of course still so much we don't know. But you have been right since the beginning on all this, so I say, keep on sister! Trust your instincts, as they have not let you down yet!
Chelle
Hi Happy post Valentine's Day, we had a good day, Mr. Peep made me a card, I made him one on computer with Budgie characters. We had to do taxes on computer but ate out the day after [well food carry-out] Some grape juice and banana was a nice treat for him. Yeah weird they say pandemic is over, but what does it mean? Does that mean cases are low enough to return to normal life? I get so tired of their confusion and BS. You know. There's MRSA everywhere I never hid out for so do I still have to hide out or return to normal life? Seems a lot of bullcrap. I have told husband it is time to start living again, our health will suffer and we will lose more people, even the community acquaintanceships will fray beyond rescuing. He doesn't feel like it's time to meet people without masks etc. The endemic forever thing pisses me off beyond belief. Unless it's a hoax, seems we will be paying for their bS forever. I know I can't live this way forever. OH on my twitter they are saying there is some immunity now after lying and saying there wasn't, it was in some mainstream news outlet. I'll check out Cole's website. I am researching nasal irrigation, yeti pots, and throat spray. I wish I had more finances to pursue this stuff, own a yeti pot. I used to have bad sinuses problems in my youth so fear messing with them to rinse them out, but need to figure out a way to survive among the mess our shitty politicians and public health made. I do sometimes google to see if there are class action laws suits especially one for the disabled. Biden is pretty worthless, consider all politicians worthless now. Husband talked me into voting last time, most were hold-the nose decisions though one guy against the WEF publically--he was third party, got my vote. None of them should be forgiven for what they have done to our lives. They keep pushing the dangerous vaxxes which at this point is criminal.
DeleteHi again Peeps,
ReplyDeleteI thought I might go ahead and put some things in here I had written in long hand. I have been keeping my tablet outside, and placing my speaker there too, in a window. This is the first time I will be holding my tablet in hand for a couple of weeks now. Some of this I wrote will seem old news, but I'm going to leave it as is.
My impression is the covid is real, but that it has been hugely exaggerated. Especially in the age of Omicron. I still have an open question mark in my head about the effects of the toxic spike protein on one from natural infection, especially since I have developed tinnitis in one ear since being infected. It came on about 2-3 months after the infection had cleared up. I listened to an interesting discussion between Dr. Tess Lawrie (she did the meta anaylisis on Iv.) and Dr. Tina Peers, a specialist on MCAS (mast cell activation syndrome) where Dr. Peers points out the difference between being infected with covid, say if someone were to cough in your face, would be that in the natural infection you might inhale 10,000 spike proteins, but produce billions from the vax. ( I don't recall what the source of her info on this was, and I have not looked into it further) but I have heard her speak on similar subjects before, and I trust her anaylisis capabilities. There are treatments for clearing the spike protepr from ones system though, which she recommends doing. FLCCC apparently has a pprtocol on it, which I plan to look at. I've heard Dr. Been talk about this too, so I know it involves fasting (he eats his last meal of the day at 2:00 p.m. before eating his breakfast at 6:00 a.m.) which is meant to cause "autophagy" a starvation of the cells resulting in "apoptosis" or the cells dying, thereby taking the spike protein with them. Enough flexing my mental muscle memory of Dr. Been's excellent discussions though!
I agree there's alot we don't know, mostly because the powers that be don't want us to. It's a franken-virus, so only those who tinkered with it would know (at least to begin with). They should have been front and center from the beginning of course, as they would have had a lot of insight to offer as to what should be done. But alas, there was too much money to be made! The whole mess has brought to the forefront just how deep the corruption goes, and I have been very surprised at the extent of it.
Chelle continuing ...
I want to wake up and puke everyday that it is now acceptable for people to be pushed to take something that can kill you. Something really went wrong with Americans to even ACCEPT this crap. I'm a bit hesitant on the claimed miracles of fasting...Why? I got fatter when I was forced into poverty fasting. There were years in Chicago and right before where I could only afford one meal a day so I had involuntary intermittant fasting, it never did good things to me. No blissful weight loss or health improvements. The connection of Covid to weight, hmm remember when I used the term "fattened up for the slaughter" hasn't escaped my attention. The "thin" people will survive while you "fat" ones will die. I do take stock in some other things like use of zinc and vit C etc, so some advice is good from these places. You are right it is a franken virus. I haven't talked about everything yet, about the long term effects of it, that I have read up on, talked a little about this but this remain my concern that repeating infections will be mankind's doom. But then living isolated forever it doesn't work either. I tend to think these elites have the antidote, how could they not to even ALLOW all this to happen. Some of course would say it's all natural, but then all one has to do is read what they were up to in labs and find the patents right online and more. I've posted a ton of those links. The powers that be lie all the time and now they are trying to take us in WWIII, going on about UFOS and balloons, and just makes me sick.
DeleteHi Chelle, so you think Covid is real but exaggerated. I'm not sure. I do read some scientists who say people are going to die from repeated infections and it does bad stuff to you even via the mild cases. Tinnitnus is a bad sign from any cold. I worry I guess because so much is wrong with me, have severe tinnitnus everyday so what if it was made "worse". I certainly wish I could get to the bottom of everything.
DeleteThe thing that worries me is repeating mild cases are going to take a chunk out of everyone every time you get it unlike a regular cold. Death via stealth. This is stuff that has kept me hiding out, some of my autoimmune stuff is crazy, dark patches on arms from dermamyotosis, sore that existed on forehead for 5 years--it's popping back out, having all that get worse sounds like pushing me beyond a certain point.
I think the vaxxes bring more spike protein then viral infection but part of me asks even for the viral one, do they ever leave your body. Of course the idiot scientists never can answer the question from vaxxes when does the spike protein production SHUT OFF?
I'm noticing Covid [if real] seems to be leaving people with autoimmune damage. Some of the dissenting scientists are warning now that it's not only the vaxxes screwing up the immune system but Covid as well. Some guy on my twitter pointed to these non-vaxxed--too young to get it kids getting killer cases of Strep A. I've read weird things about all sorts of dieases arising. I have wondered if both vaxx and virus could be pulling this off. I had a weird premonition, guess it is what I can call it where the message was "Avoid spike proteins of any sorts at all costs" Of course now suffering from this isolation seeing the years ebb away, things are really sucking. I notice the creeps in charge have no answers and no interest in any real answers beyond more depopulation mRNA which makes me hate them even more. One thing my body is inflammmed NOW, huge inflammation markers, the uric acid, I do worry about what could happen to me. I read enough of the labs. I'm not sure what to do. I had the idea to return to life using a Neti pot, this one virus nose blocker--expensive and a product that doctors use out in the field, nose and throat rinses--I do use mouth wash but have felt frozen in it all. That's the worse, that these bastards made this eternal and ruined our lives for good. I never considered that possibility.
Hi Peeps,
DeleteYeah, the UFO's, you said it there, more distraction! I'm worried about the acceptance of the unacceptable too. And with the measures and the new laws they keep putting into place, it will only get harder to stand up with time. But you are right, it is worse than that. Some things are just clearly wrong, and requiring people to spin the wheel on their own health, for no good reason, is clearly wrong! And one would think, that as the data changed, the policies would too. But they didn't. In fact, they're doubling down now, placing it on the children's essential vaccines list, who have no risk to covid, but significant increased risk of myocarditis with the vaxes. Hello???....yeah, I'm shocked too!
Yes, I have heard that taking in less calories does put the weight on, putting ones body into "starvation mode" where it lowers metablolism to burn less calories, thereby storing them. I'm so sorry you went through that in Chicago. That's terrible, Peeps. It must have made you feel very isolated and lonely, being newly out into the world, in such a populated place, and carrying a big secret like that around (which most of us would) plus the others as Acons we carry. I'll bet that's in your zines, would be interested in how you portrayed that graphically. Very sad.:(
Yes, they did prove vitimin D helps to hugely lower ones risk of a bad bout of covid, by 70%, I believe. Dr. Campbell has a youtube on this. I've had my husband on vitimin D3, zinc, a multi vitimin, and an omega 3 since the pandemic began. His age and comorbidities places him at higher risk. I have reluctantly started taking them for myself. I have a psychlogical adversion to taking pills, since my mother was a pill popper, taking qualudes and placidils. You should have seen the hilarity when I was getting an upper GI as a kid, and they were trying to get me to swallow those pills and that pink liquid that makes gasses. My throat would close up and I couldn't swallow them, so I just foamed profusely at the mouth. The doctors were like, what the hell? As we did this over and over about five times! I'm LMAO at this now, to the point of tears. Would make a funny comedy skit, say for Lucy or Carol Burnette.
A little more on covid/mRNA and the immune system. Dr. Been did a discussion several months back on an en vitro study where they sprinkled spike protein on glial cells mitochondria, which cut it to more than half! He explained that the mitochondria are there to break down sugars and give the body the energy it needs to fight disease or run properly. Might explain the CFS too.
Also in this or another discussion, he explained how the immune system is presented with an antigen, or "alerted" as to one. He said it is essentially coated with something by one part of the immune system and then passed to the other, like in a handshake, where it leaves the already coated cell in the "hand" of the immune system, but that the "coating" mechanism is also impairecd by the spike protein, to the point that it is not immediately recognized as being "bad" and to "get rid of it". I guess (can't recall for sure) that you might have to wait on the T cells to come in later then? Not sure on that point. Must listen again.
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Chelle continuing. Yeah, I do think it was exaggerated. Part of this is because of another youtube video I saw where a Florida nurse who had been "waiting for the wave" to come at her local hospital, ended up travelling up to New York to help out at a public hospital in Queens. She describes what she observed there. And given what I recall from my own sepearate research at that same time, I remember when I realized the respirators were the wrong answer and were blowing peoples lungs out essentially. I had a discussion with a doctor here about it, and another with a nurse online. Her account runs along those same lines, but I also just listened to her account as such, being, "her account".
DeleteAlso the list of meds (heavy meds) they were prescribing was recently validated by Dr. John Campbell too, as being those officially recommended by CARE, in England. The attitude was, that this was like giving "end of life" care, when for all we knew (not much at the time) they may have gotten better. I do think the original Wuhan strain and the Delta were bad, but because of those "rules" we talked about, it makes it appear like there were more cases than there were. You remember the "did they die "of" or "with" covid?"
About my tinnitis, I guess I'm going to see someone about it, to rule out something simple, like ear wax. Since it didn't happen immediately following the covid, but a couple months later, I can't say it was that. But I have it as a possibility, given the dastardly spike protein and the vicinity of nasal mucosa. I have had a couple of things pre covid too. I had another flu a couple years before the pandemic, and noticed my balance is not as good as it used to be. Also wearing reading glasses on my nose a lot doesn't help, but I do have to catch myself sometimes. Also, pre covid, I was sitting up on the bed one day and took a dive straight down on that side like someone was pushing on my head. It was crazy. But I read up on it, and attributed it to a crystal coming loose and dislodging. I also have sustained a couple instances of super unexpected loud noise to that ear twenty and thirty years back. Thirty was at the gun range when my ass boy (friend?) at the time, shot a pistol off, he had headphones, but I didn't. I didn't know didly, he should have! The other was when we first moved here, we bought a tiny korean van, because we were building a house and would be hauling a lot of supplies. We had just bought the car, and when trying to turn the air conditioner on, we had turned the heater on somehow, so I had my window rolled down. I turned a corner, where a bus was parked to pick up passengers, and he blew his horn, right parallel to my ear. It was horrible and affected me for months, where I saw some ENT lady, had my ear cleaned, saw a dentist thinking I needed a route canal on a tooth sitting right next to it etc. Also put some blobs of wax in there one night around the same time, when we were caught in some major festivities all night long and couldn't sleep. You get the idea. There's a couple things it could be. Also, I've had some short spirts of slight pain in the past week, after I gently took
a q-tip to it.
Need to get some chores done, more hopefully later
Chelle
Yeah I wonder now why I don't know anyone who died or all these people who said they had Covid looked like they just had colds, and were no worse for the wear. Seen on zoom groups just days later. I have wondered if there is another cause for the severe stuff like radiation, etc, other source. Some say its the 5g. It seems I would know someone who died of it by now. I know around 50 people locally in various groups, and have around 250 friends on Facebook to give you numbers of people I do "know". I know of one guy who died at the grocery store, spoken of by acquaintances, some people in one group who had some older family members die, but I did not personally know them. Two who almost died in early Covid, but both were vapers, and one got long term lung problems.
DeleteI know one guy who did get Covid and long Covid, heart problems in Delta days. I do think there could be something out there, and have stayed careful for now, but how are we to know the real numbers? Some say it is over but some still claim to be getting it. It's confusing as hell.
Yeah the respirators just killed people and Remsdivir was a bad idea too. They silenced a lot of nurses and doctors and do about the vaxxes, surely some are seeing the bad effects now. Never knew there could be so many cowards going with a program just killing people. I read about some escaping hospital and just leaving, and getting other medicines. I begged them once for another health problem years ago to 'go home to die" just wanted to sleep but the infection was turning so they let me do it. Hospital sometimes can be worse place to be. Yeah they all gave them this one drug begins with M, can't think of the name, that hastened their deaths. one thing that freaks me out is I read that there was pay outs for Covid cases, so how many got "diagnosed" because of that alone. I don't trust hospitals much, petrified when in them. I stay home unless I'm literally dying or bone is broken. I wonder if they cooked the cases too, and even wondered if normal SARs was released in early stages. Knew people going into hospital with other things, and told "you have Covid". Oh watching 1000lb sisters, supposedly the husband had Covid, and Amy was seperated from him and the new baby, and I thought wonder if that was false PCR, he didn't even look sick. I had thought I get IBS/flares, etc, nothing snotty or feverish but someone could come running up at me with PCR tests and maybe those are a crap shoot, like 50/50 chance of hitting the double lines. I thought of buying some and testing with water, tempted. Bet some would be "positive".
Some say there can be delayed effects from Covid, but man my tinnitnus is so bad, and lost so much hearing I even wonder if the 5g and other crap they are doing is affecting ears. There's also shedding if you have been around vaxxed. Mine gets really bad if I am around people. I had to sit in a room last week, with 4 people, it was a big room with some air flow thankfully, 2 had masks but 2 didn't. [to get my taxes done] and I had an N95 on but my ears are ringing like crazy today, I did note a pattern to it all. My ear ringing is bad enough where I can't tune it out like I did for years.
Yeah other viruses can do weird stuff and illnesses. I never was the same after the worse cellulitis/sepsis illnesses. There's a reason I spend 3 hours a day on leg machines/wrapping, to avoid that crap.
I hope ear doctors can help you more then me. It could be ear wax too. I have to get mine cleaned out constantly--didn't bring hearing back, LOL Loud noises can screw up hearing, it sucks, human body doesn't work well, seems too easily hurt on this planet doesn't it? Hope it heals and is not permanent.
Yeah the UFOS and balloons crap is too much. Look over there, instead of thinking about the people dying of vaxxes and the utter failures. The new laws are crazy. if they pull that 15 minute city crap here, hopefully my town is too small for this, I'll be protesting it. It may be good I live around a lot of Republicans. I hate both parties but the left seems to want us all to live in open air prisons now.
DeleteYeah sick how they keep pushing what has failed. Some tell me they think stupidity and incompetency really are running the show not just evil, but it really makes you think how the most bootlicking brown nosers got into all these positions of authority and no one with any brains or sense.
Yeah the stuff with the kids is sick, what kind of bastards are these? The vaxxes don't protect the kids. Oh you know all those possible long term effects of mild Covid, I've read about the vaxx DOES NOT STOP ANY OF THOSE EITHER.
I laugh at all the intermittant fasting stuff because when I had involuntary fasting, that was the time of my severe weight gains. I literally would go without food for 12-14 hours because I could not afford food. I remember one day eating nothing but a teeny pint of 1 dollar rice and 4 chicken wings from one Chinese restaurant, my kitchen was empty. That was probably around 500 calories but I was gaining like crazy. I could save a lot of money skipping meals if body could handle it but I fear weight gain from it, because of those days. My metabolism just drops from diets and lack of food. So yeah I went into starvation mode and it had my body glom on to every calorie. No one warned me. I KNOW severe poverty did this to my body as well. I really had no family even back then forced to live that way. My mother never has wanted for a meal. Sometimes as she bitched me out for being fat, I'd sit there watching her gobble up meals I couldn't afford, one notable moment was her chowing down two fancy Italian sausages on wheat buns with sauerkraut and a giant mound of potato salad with chocolate cake for desert. It may shock people but I gave up dieting, even at this size, it just messed me up or assured more gain later. Keeping weight stable is my goal now even though it's a really high messed up weight it's better then being 700lbs again. I do worry because husband is getting laid off and costs skyrocketed, so I do fear food insecurity, it's already kind of knocking on the door a little bit.
Yeah Chicago life was horrible. I still pay now for some of what I went through then. It's not good. All these jerks like psycho nurse tell fat people stop eating, well nothing they insist on works anyway. I wonder what the upcoming food shortages will do to people's weight. While I have noticed the health food disappearing from the shelves, I can't find endless products I used to eat anymore, even decent vegetables, cilantro seems to vanish periodically from here, there's no shortage of crap potato chips and snack foods. Never a shortage of Doritos while the tofu shelf is emptied out.
Yeah the story of no food is in the Budgie zine. One thing I was around rich people here, [remember how wealthy UU is] and they had a sheer variety and abundance of food and I think it made their health far far better. They weren't starving themselves to be thin like these psycho fat bigots all go on about. They had a lot of food.
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sometimes wonder if my 50,000 Vit D once a week pill has held off Covid. I do hand even husband zinc and such like if we got stuck in a room with people. I have a routine of taking a C and a zinc if I was around more three people in a room. I'm glad you got husband on stuff. Mine seems relunctant to my new proposals to throat and nose sprays, wants to keep masks for now but then I don't want him to catch it either. We do use mouthwash too and gargle if we have been around a lot of people like at a grocery store that got more crowded than we wanted. [try to go at slow times]
DeleteYeah living with pill poppers isn't easy. My parents took a lot of meds especially xanax and Darvocet. I wouldn't mind xanax now but they are afraid it would kill me because of sleep apnea. I was a say no to drugs kids, it was all over what they taught us. LOL I can see me being like that as a kid too, would be funny refusing, oh I had to take that upper GI chalk crap, once for a scan or something, so disgusting. Would make a funny skit, remember the bubbling too.
I sometimes wonder if they introduced spike to cut down the life span. Makes me wonder, they definitely want to do their depopulation pruning don't they? Not surprised there is instant damage to the cell. Spike from vaxx and virus seems to be turning people into autoimmune cases at the very least all looking sick. Long covid and CFS have overlap. Oh my CFS is bad, had major flare this last week, hope this writing makes sense. Of course I was being bothered yet again with inspections and paperwork, and endless tasks, but I am hoping some projects look okay lately because I was doing them in a haze. Even showering felt hard, I was plodding along and still am kind of "in it" but at least when weather cleared some of worse joint pain lifted. They minimize this stuff like no big deal these people have CFS like they can all go to work but they'll be just a little tired. CFS is going to the toilet and sitting there half an hour because you are too tired to get up and I had my head on wall in there and had to talk myself into finishing up.
You know how autoimmune disease means your body attacks itself, thats what he means by antigens etc, spike protein that vaxx is making bodies produce is seen as a foreign invader by immune system. So if you get it via vaxx or virus, the body is going crazy. This would explain Covid cyclinone [can't spell it hope you know what I mean] storms too. I've had my body eat it's own forehead--that sore is coming back, ears, and other crazy stuff, so live that in my reality but Covid spikes/vaxx spikes seem to be doing the same thing to human body. Doctors BTW suck at diagnosing autoimmune diseases. Have you read the stuff about vaxxes, switching from T cells/Ig3 to use of Ig4? I'll put that in list of links, that's a giant mess too. Most of these people just knowing what I know about immune system and I'm no scientists tells me they are MAJORLY screwed in the long term.
Hi Peeps,
DeleteI have been reading some of the very interesting and germane articles you put up here on another thread, over the last few days. I would have answered you here sooner, had I not gotten caught up and triggered by a couple of them, written by "Jessica Wildfire." Those have had me ruminating for the last couple of days. Will comment on those later on.
Yeah on the drugs thing, I definately resented it, and to show how I felt about it, I remember sitting on the sofa one day, in a cloud of marijuana smoke, with a book held up at face level, entitled, "Dope is for Dopes." Lol. I was once given a valium by a doctor in his office before a proceedure, which I cut in half like I still do, and threw the other half in the garbage bin. I kind of regretted it in retrospect (about an hour later) as it was just about the best I had ever felt! Have never had another chance for another one. It would be especially difficult to get here, requiring a specialist's prescription pad. I asked my skin doctor after a pretty big chunk she took out of me, and she said only psychiatrists prescribe those here.
Yeah, given what we know is actually true, it's not a far leap to imagine nefarious reasons behind the actions. I did some paralegal work for a lawyer's office at one time too. They had a big life-size Abraham Lincoln sitting in a chair. I wonder what "Honest Abe" would think of the shenanigans of the past couple of years?
Yeah, the tiolet image resonated, as my husband does that. It looks like it's all he can do. But in his case, he has to be careful because he slammed his diaphram closed a couple times from straining, and nearly died. He told me stories about how he would go into a panic as a kid if he "couldn't go". So this is still guiding his thoughts. But I have a routine for him to keep things moving on the day of. Room temperature prune juice at 4:00 a.m. A banana and another piece of fruit at breakfast time, accompanied by either 6 prunes or a fruit smoothie. Then a dish of oatmeal to finish (intestine's scrub brush) with some cinnomon, a dash of brown sugar, and a little milk on top. No more than two hours later, mission accomplished! You asked what health books we read a little while back. I learned in Harvey Diamond's Fit for Life, about eating things in a certain order to aide in easy digestion. He pointed out that fruit only takes 20 minutes to digest, but protein double that or more. So I learned to start with the fruit or salad, give it the time, then move on to the protein and such from there. To never eat them together. It really made a difference. I just got a copy of this book again recently. It has been many years. I keep hoping to crack it, but always too busy with the covid. It will be nice to put that in the rearview mirror. But sadly, many won't be able to. It's all so collosal and heart-wrenchiching!
Chelle
Hi Chelle, tell me what you think of the Jessica Wildfire article. I'm having some angst today, wondering if all this is a lie, just can't make up my mind, know you described some weird symptoms. Some friends don't believe there is any virus say everyone is just getting regular flus and colds and minds so screwed up they are imagining things to go with it. I need to KNOW either way for sake of my mind, husband believes it is real. He has no doubts, it's weird. I guess they believe people who died of other stuff all got labeled "covid". Yeah Jessica Wildfire believes virus is real and hijacking immune system goes with the theories like Harvard2BigHouse guy. LOL so wonder I'm so confused reading both sides. Was ready to pound head on wall, saying which is it? I need to know, am I ruining life and relationships for nothing hiding out. I wrote a friend today, one who doesn't believe virus is real, "It's been THREE freaking years". They do understand me being cautious due to extreme health risks.
DeleteHmm she wrote one on East Palestine, I see things as coming apart.
https://jessicawildfire.substack.com/p/you-can-see-the-future-in-east-palestine
I think Fourth Turning is here, society crashing, crappy time to be old and disabled. Saw a movie from the 1990s while eating dinner, "The Family Thing" everything looked so quaint back then, even Chicago [the town in movie] well my experience of the place was different. Unsettling moment when they are at the car impound lot and I had a car towed to that place. LOL
Her incel article is interesting, I was almost a female incel. LOL Easy for autistic whose mega fat never to marry, family had me pegged as the forever "burden". People are losing their minds because they can't afford homes of their own, or lives, or future or families. I couldn't afford a family even if I could have had one in my case though I managed marriage. Forever renter, always stuck in 20 something limbo there. Men without money, well, that means no wife for most of them and why wouldn't they be losing it. You have to be a superstar to mate it seems now.
LOL about seeing that book with pot. I do wish I had more options with substances, pot too complicated with so many drugs I'm on and conservative doctors ready to flip out but I can see why people use it. Wish it didn't make me paranoid. I start seeing patterns like some person in a movie, when I take mind altering substances. oh I loved Bentyls, prescribe for severe bowel pain but gave me eye floaters and the whole patterns thing where I probably would have put pictures on the wall with connected string like that guy in one movie. LOL I'm on a drug that contradicts it now but could have used one last week.
Glad Valium helped, they won't give me any, say I'll die of sleep apnea, if I can't roust, which they are probably right. Sleep apnea sucks.
Honest Abe has to be spinning in this freaking grave. LOL Imagine him super-spinning as things are so bad now. He seemed a sincere guy too. All the presidents just got worse and worse as time went on. Biden makes me puke, by the way why does he seem to be a man of the ever changing faces, he looks nothing like he did 25 years ago too.
Oh thats too bad for your husband, yeah that's pretty serious, is that vagus nerve stuff? Yeah some people do go into a panic. I have, where I've worried about being plugged up for good, the hell that is rye bread for me. I don't touch the stuff. Glad you got him on the prunes, oatmeal. I have problems if I don't eat enough fiber and they can go both ways. I'll check out Fit for Life. Thanks for the book information. Yes certain combos of food will work. I sometimes drink hot water even believing it helps digestion. I ate cabbage twice in last two days in two different dishes, seems to help me a lot bowel wise. Like a healing food in my case.
Hi Peeps,
DeleteI wrote most of what I want to say on the "Jessica Wildfire" artlicles today in long hand. I'm doing dinner and stuff right now, so will get it to you first thing in the morning.
Chelle
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ReplyDeleteYou have posed the question of whether or not it might be time to let your guard down on covid. I am naturally hesitant to give you any advice on this, given your particular health concerns. But the virus has been acting in a "steady as she goes" fashion for a while, so I think one can draw some real conclusions from that. Obesity and inflamation are still big risk factors, but we're not hearing much on large numbers being hospitalized since the Delta wave. So, it's possible now (might) be the ooppotune time to get it and get your natural immunity to it and any other corona viruses perhaps which might be coming down the pike in the future (says the lady with ringing in one ear, possibly covid related, I know) but I say this, because of what came out several months ago, in October, about Boston Medical University crossing the body of the Wuhan strain (extremely virulant) and placing the Omicron spike on it (extremely contageous). Can you imagine? Just the thought that they are doing this gives me the willies! Of course they claim superior measures in the laboratory handling as compared to Wuhan, but still, accidents happen!
What we do know about some covid statistics seem to show a lot of deception too. When Pfizer did its clinical trial, for example, one had to "complete" the trial to be included in the final anaylisis. If someone dropped out, even if from illness or death, possibly attributable to the vax, that wouldn't be included in the trial or reported on. One such case, as you know, we talked about it here, is then 13-year-old Maddie. She became very ill hours after her first dose and was hospitalized with heavy abdominal pain. It's my understanding, her case is not reported on in the RCT (says her mother) because she had to back out of the trial before getting her second dose, and thereby not "completing" it. She's in a wheelchair now (as you know) and eats from a feeding tube! They also ended up vaccinating the control group in that trial, saying it would be unethical and wreckless not to (paraphrasing here).
As far as official data, we know it's been manipulated by certain "rules" too. The most egregeous of these I think, is not counting a person as "fully vaccinated" until two weeks after their second dose. This was supposedly done for travel reasons, but it ended up giving rise to it being "a pandemic of the unvaccinated". Because anyone not meeting this criteria would be counted as "unvaccinated". Dr. Norman Fenton, a statistician, gives a great talk on this on Dr. John Campbell's youtube channel entitled "Mortality by vaccination status ONS critique".
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Yeah I am not sure what to do. I have the idea to return to life using preventatives, but you can see how I worry about risks. In my case, the vaxxes would kill. I've had vasculitis and the pericarditis history of the family [multiple pericarditis illnesses in the family affected multiple members--thank god I have proof of this with father's old medical records because I may need it for exemptions in the future] I am against them otherwise.
DeleteWith Covid, I fear the autoimmune effects, and brain ones. Autoimmune diseases have done bad things to me. There's things doctors don't understand or deal with. All those Long Covid people I am sure are now on the misdiagnosis being ignored train. My fatigue has grown worse, and doctors just ignore it. That will be their life. I've had years of being literally covered in sores--the early vasculitis, once diagnosed with something called purigo noduralis, I was told I showed signs of lupus in 1990s but was just brushed aside until later diagnosis. I know someone who got UCTD like me and wonder if it was vaxxed or virus caused in their case, they've had both. Seems like the elite are on a full destruction of human health. I find myself thinking I'd rather avoid it. The problem is people don't get immunity from it. It only seems to last 8 months or so from research I've done but then they lie about so much it's hard to know. We are all swimming blind aren't we because of these sobs. It's not like a chicken pox party so I'd rather go without. If they do a Captain Tripps Covid, well some say the bad variant is going to come without them. The very fact they were evil enough to do this, and make another dangerous virus in the lab has told me these psychopaths are out of control. I've talked about on different articles how humankind will go extinct if these creeps keep at it. I believe in many ways WWIII has already begun. Why blow up buildings and turn land into radioactive landscape when they can just kill everyone slowly? Sorry for the dark thoughts but these are ones I've had. I consider both virus and vaxx bioweapons. So my take on it all is to avoid bioweapons at all costs though a major toll has been taken on my life in doing so. There's times I bounce between stoicism and alternative religious thoughts to cope with all this. {Is this world a prison planet or hell--gnostics} certainly when I was in deep into conspiracy theory and bible, it had truths. One massive theme in Revelation is the endless plagues in the last days. That has now come to fruition. Days of Noah [genetic manipulation]
What weirds me out is why aren't people pissed the hell off at what has been done to their lives? Surprised some of these labs worldwide haven't been torn down. Those Boston College mad scientists don't have wives or husbands, or relatives to say WHAT THE F are YOU DOING? It's something I wonder about.
Sure all the Pfizer stuff was cooked to the max, lying statistics, do you know how many kids dropped out and miscarriages, read what Naomi Wolf has written on with Pfizer stats, very scary stuff.
Yeah they change the rules for cover up all the time, monkeying with things. They are all liars. It's sickening what has become acceptable. Maddie, she was a warning and people still gave that poison to their kids. So alarming!
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ReplyDeleteHi again Peeps,
ReplyDeleteI tried to send this yesturday, but it wouln't go through. Will try it again before responding to what you have written here.
The Boston University story can be seen in more depth on either Dr. Been's channel, Dr. Campbell's channel, or Daily mail.com
Also of interest I thought, on Dr. Campbell's channel as well, was official data from the UK government entitled "the number needed to vaccinate". He says the number needed to vaccinate to prevent one hospitalisation is 43,600 in ages 50-59, and 246,400 to prevent one "serious hospitalisation" meaning with the need to deliver some form of oxygen therapy or ventilation.
He also says that on a reanalysis of RCTs on vaccine, it came out that for Moderna, the risk of a serious adverse event (AESI) was one in 662. In Pfizer, one in 990, so combined, it averaged out as one in 800.
Then, looking at the boosters, it breaks down as in ages 20-29 (no risk group) you would need to vaccinate 169,200 to prevent 1 hospitalisation or 706,500 to prevent one serious case needing oxygen or ventilation. In (a risk group) of the same age range, you would need to vax 7,500 to prevent one hospitalisation and 59,500 to prevent a serious one. And remembering the adverse event number of 1/800, 9 of those would be at risk for becoming vaccine injured.
I'm sure it's all very different in England though, so we Americans should not necessarily draw any conclusions from this data, but I thought it was a fascinating discussion just the same. Hopefully our authorities will do a similar analysis.
So back to the covid deaths, you asked what others have been seeing in their areas. I haven't been following the local news as much as I used to, but I looked into it since you asked. Our "VAERS" indicates that one report for every 8,700 vaxed, but this data is only updated to February of last year. The deaths attributed to covid are 1.3% of the population. I asked a local kid in his twenties what the word was on the vaccines, and he said myocarditis is being talked about a lot.
The only deaths I've heard about here in my local area are 3. One woman was in ill health with blood pressure issues and diabetes, in her early nineties. Another woman was 55 with terminal ESLD (end stage liver disease), and the third was a 40 year old music teacher, who was about 5'2" tall and weighed over 400 lbs. All went into the hospital early on, in the Delta phase, and didn't come out.
A friend's mother has developed circulation issues in her legs since being vaxed and boosted, another elderly friend has suffered a stroke, and another man turning 80 in March has been recently diagnosed with Luekemia. He was vaxed and boosted after having covid.
So that's about all I know from here.
Chelle
I will check out Dr. Been's channel and Campbells, I think about those psychopaths making dangerous viruses especially in the middle of huge cities. What's wrong with those creeps. They are like serial killers in lab coats. My opinion of science types has never been lower. I decided if I get Covid or immediate damages there's a certain one I will sue. I know how to write legal papers, would do it on principle. Surprised no one else has gotten this idea. Like why aren't these people who had people die of Covid or from vaxxes suing employers and other bastards who ruined their lives? Surely I'm not the only one out there who managed some paralegal school, there's other people who even have lawyers in the family or are lawyers themselves.
DeleteOh the uselessness is pretty sad with the vaxxes isn't it. Those numbers are crazy and how much damage will vaxx due for the 1 in 43,600 crap, some dizzinesss, fatigue, non hospitalized for effects like the new autoimmune disease the crap gave you. I will never never never understand why such a useless product is still supported. It didn't fix things. I read scientists who have revealed it's helping to spin out more variants. I'm doing a new Covid link list today, some of those articles will be on it. Yeah Moderna is supposed to be somewhat worse. My doctor who was forced to quit and got Covid twice, I know had at least one dose of Moderna. Remember they want people taking the garbage every 6 months so even if they win the first roulette spin, then there's one coming up. Thats probably another way for them to break down resistance isn't it.
Wow astonishing numbers with the young, even more useless. What are the cases of myocarditis on in what? Bet that's higher.
I think at this point the authorities are maliciously intended or just cowards, unless you are living under a rock, how could you still deny the utter uselessness of these vaxxes or the multiple injuries from them. Sure I know vaxxed people still doing it, it's like a haze of delusion. A few had 1 or 2 and woke up and regretted it. Yeah I posted my life of vaxx injured far too long. Too bad you know people too.
Glad you asked that kid, others have told me young people are telling them about friends with heart inflammation and other bad stuff. Still wondering why the kids at college haven't had sit ins to tell their deans and more to shove the clot juice/myocarditis poison and mandates up their ass. The youth really have become too obedient.
I only know some very old people who died of Covid, could have been other causes who were relatives of people of one group I was in. The guy at the grocery store mentioned above. It sucks we are in the position of having to put all these puzzle pieces together. They aren't telling us the truth about anything.
Hi Peeps,
ReplyDeleteI tried to find a comment you made about Biden being "the man of a hundred faces" or something like that (got caught up reading all the rest and ran out of time) but I did want to agree on that point, in that I was glued to those "Ollie North" hearings he presided over, and I was very impressed by him at the time. He crossed every T and dotted every I, and I would even have gone so far as to say that he seemed a "constitutionalist," something I would certainly not claim today, for obvious reasons. But yeah, he does not resemble his previous self, it sems.
My husband claims, that every time U.S. President walks into a room, that a certain music is played on Q. I asked him what it was? He couldn't say, he didn't know exactly.
Oh well, I thought, not like I'm ever going to be there to witness it anyway.
Next day, you know how that is when you get a song that keeps playing in your head? It's enough to drive you crazy! But I woke up with "Bad to the Bone" playing in my mind. It still does now and then, and so at this point, I just embrace it. You know, I really get into it, all "funky" like, singing and dancing around the room, having my "mike moment."
Just wanted to share ...
Chelle
Yeah I'm wondering why Biden looks so different from the old days? Do people shrink or have their eyes grow more black and beady? He used to have blue eyes, I'm old enough to remember the Biden of the 1980s and 1990s. I don't know if they still play that presidential music, they used to. I have some old songs repeat in my head too. Can't hear them well anymore but some old stuff shows up in my brain. LOL that sounds like an enjoyable one.
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